Monday, December 14, 2009
Monday, November 23, 2009
made me cry :')
Biasanya, bagi seorang anak perempuan yang sudah dewasa, yang sedang bekerja diperantauan, yang ikut suaminya merantau di luar kota atau luar negeri, yang sedang bersekolah atau kuliah jauh dari kedua orang tuanya.....
Akan sering merasa kangen sekali dengan Mamanya.
Lalu bagaimana dengan Papa?
Mungkin karena Mama lebih sering menelepon untuk menanyakan keadaanmu setiap hari,
tapi tahukah kamu, jika ternyata Papa-lah yang mengingatkan Mama untuk menelponmu?
Mungkin dulu sewaktu kamu kecil, Mama-lah yang lebih sering mengajakmu bercerita atau berdongeng,
tapi tahukah kamu, bahwa sepulang Papa bekerja dan dengan wajah lelah Papa selalu menanyakan pada Mama tentang kabarmu dan apa yang kau lakukan seharian?
Pada saat dirimu masih seorang anak perempuan kecil......
Papa biasanya mengajari putri kecilnya naik sepeda.
Dan setelah Papa mengganggapmu bisa, Papa akan melepaskan roda bantu di sepedamu...
Kemudian Mama bilang : "Jangan dulu Papa, jangan dilepas dulu roda bantunya" ,
Mama takut putri manisnya terjatuh lalu terluka....
Tapi sadarkah kamu?
Bahwa Papa dengan yakin akan membiarkanmu, menatapmu, dan menjagamu mengayuh sepeda dengan seksama karena dia tahu putri kecilnya PASTI BISA.
Pada saat kamu menangis merengek meminta boneka atau mainan yang baru, Mama menatapmu iba.
Tetapi Papa akan mengatakan dengan tegas : "Boleh, kita beli nanti, tapi tidak sekarang"
Tahukah kamu, Papa melakukan itu karena Papa tidak ingin kamu menjadi anak yang manja dengan semua tuntutan yang selalu dapat dipenuhi?
Saat kamu sakit pilek, Papa yang terlalu khawatir sampai kadang sedikit membentak dengan berkata :
"Sudah di bilang! kamu jangan minum air dingin!".
Berbeda dengan Mama yang memperhatikan dan menasihatimu dengan lembut.
Ketahuilah, saat itu Papa benar-benar mengkhawatirkan keadaanmu.
Ketika kamu sudah beranjak remaja....
Kamu mulai menuntut pada Papa untuk dapat izin keluar malam, dan Papa bersikap tegas dan mengatakan: "Tidak boleh!".
Tahukah kamu, bahwa Papa melakukan itu untuk menjagamu?
Karena bagi Papa, kamu adalah sesuatu yang sangat - sangat luar biasa berharga..
Setelah itu kamu marah pada Papa, dan masuk ke kamar sambil membanting pintu...
Dan yang datang mengetok pintu dan membujukmu agar tidak marah adalah Mama....
Tahukah kamu, bahwa saat itu Papa memejamkan matanya dan menahan gejolak dalam batinnya,
Bahwa Papa sangat ingin mengikuti keinginanmu, Tapi lagi-lagi dia HARUS menjagamu?
Ketika saat seorang cowok mulai sering menelponmu, atau bahkan datang ke rumah untuk menemuimu, Papa akan memasang wajah paling cool sedunia.... :')
Papa sesekali menguping atau mengintip saat kamu sedang ngobrol berdua di ruang tamu..
Sadarkah kamu, kalau hati Papa merasa cemburu?
Saat kamu mulai lebih dipercaya, dan Papa melonggarkan sedikit peraturan untuk keluar rumah untukmu, kamu akan memaksa untuk melanggar jam malamnya.
Maka yang dilakukan Papa adalah duduk di ruang tamu, dan menunggumu pulang dengan hati yang sangat khawatir...
Dan setelah perasaan khawatir itu berlarut - larut...
Ketika melihat putri kecilnya pulang larut malam hati Papa akan mengeras dan Papa memarahimu.. .
Sadarkah kamu, bahwa ini karena hal yang di sangat ditakuti Papa akan segera datang?
"Bahwa putri kecilnya akan segera pergi meninggalkan Papa"
Setelah lulus SMA, Papa akan sedikit memaksamu untuk menjadi seorang Dokter atau Insinyur.
Ketahuilah, bahwa seluruh paksaan yang dilakukan Papa itu semata - mata hanya karena memikirkan masa depanmu nanti...
Tapi toh Papa tetap tersenyum dan mendukungmu saat pilihanmu tidak sesuai dengan keinginan Papa
Ketika kamu menjadi gadis dewasa....
Dan kamu harus pergi kuliah dikota lain...
Papa harus melepasmu di bandara.
Tahukah kamu bahwa badan Papa terasa kaku untuk memelukmu?
Papa hanya tersenyum sambil memberi nasehat ini - itu, dan menyuruhmu untuk berhati-hati. .
Padahal Papa ingin sekali menangis seperti Mama dan memelukmu erat-erat.
Yang Papa lakukan hanya menghapus sedikit air mata di sudut matanya, dan menepuk pundakmu berkata "Jaga dirimu baik-baik ya sayang".
Papa melakukan itu semua agar kamu KUAT...kuat untuk pergi dan menjadi dewasa.
Disaat kamu butuh uang untuk membiayai uang semester dan kehidupanmu, orang pertama yang mengerutkan kening adalah Papa.
Papa pasti berusaha keras mencari jalan agar anaknya bisa merasa sama dengan teman-temannya yang lain.
Ketika permintaanmu bukan lagi sekedar meminta boneka baru, dan Papa tahu ia tidak bisa memberikan yang kamu inginkan...
Kata-kata yang keluar dari mulut Papa adalah : "Tidak.... Tidak bisa!"
Padahal dalam batin Papa, Ia sangat ingin mengatakan "Iya sayang, nanti Papa belikan untukmu".
Tahukah kamu bahwa pada saat itu Papa merasa gagal membuat anaknya tersenyum?
Saatnya kamu diwisuda sebagai seorang sarjana.
Papa adalah orang pertama yang berdiri dan memberi tepuk tangan untukmu.
Papa akan tersenyum dengan bangga dan puas melihat "putri kecilnya yang tidak manja berhasil tumbuh dewasa, dan telah menjadi seseorang"
Sampai saat seorang teman Lelakimu datang ke rumah dan meminta izin pada Papa untuk mengambilmu darinya.
Papa akan sangat berhati-hati memberikan izin..
Karena Papa tahu.....
Bahwa lelaki itulah yang akan menggantikan posisinya nanti.
Dan akhirnya....
Saat Papa melihatmu duduk di Panggung Pelaminan bersama seseorang Lelaki yang di anggapnya pantas menggantikannya, Papa pun tersenyum bahagia....
Apakah kamu mengetahui, di hari yang bahagia itu Papa pergi kebelakang panggung sebentar, dan menangis?
Papa menangis karena papa sangat berbahagia, kemudian Papa berdoa....
Dalam lirih doanya kepada Tuhan, Papa berkata: "Ya Allah tugasku telah selesai dengan baik....
Putri kecilku yang lucu dan kucintai telah menjadi wanita yang cantik....
Bahagiakanlah ia bersama suaminya..."
Setelah itu Papa hanya bisa menunggu kedatanganmu bersama cucu-cucunya yang sesekali datang untuk menjenguk...
Dengan rambut yang telah dan semakin memutih....
Dan badan serta lengan yang tak lagi kuat untuk menjagamu dari bahaya....
Papa telah menyelesaikan tugasnya....
Papa, Ayah, Bapak, atau Abah kita...
Adalah sosok yang harus selalu terlihat kuat...
Bahkan ketika dia tidak kuat untuk tidak menangis...
Dia harus terlihat tegas bahkan saat dia ingin memanjakanmu. .
Dan dia adalah yang orang pertama yang selalu yakin bahwa "KAMU BISA" dalam segala hal
i love you abah.
Akan sering merasa kangen sekali dengan Mamanya.
Lalu bagaimana dengan Papa?
Mungkin karena Mama lebih sering menelepon untuk menanyakan keadaanmu setiap hari,
tapi tahukah kamu, jika ternyata Papa-lah yang mengingatkan Mama untuk menelponmu?
Mungkin dulu sewaktu kamu kecil, Mama-lah yang lebih sering mengajakmu bercerita atau berdongeng,
tapi tahukah kamu, bahwa sepulang Papa bekerja dan dengan wajah lelah Papa selalu menanyakan pada Mama tentang kabarmu dan apa yang kau lakukan seharian?
Pada saat dirimu masih seorang anak perempuan kecil......
Papa biasanya mengajari putri kecilnya naik sepeda.
Dan setelah Papa mengganggapmu bisa, Papa akan melepaskan roda bantu di sepedamu...
Kemudian Mama bilang : "Jangan dulu Papa, jangan dilepas dulu roda bantunya" ,
Mama takut putri manisnya terjatuh lalu terluka....
Tapi sadarkah kamu?
Bahwa Papa dengan yakin akan membiarkanmu, menatapmu, dan menjagamu mengayuh sepeda dengan seksama karena dia tahu putri kecilnya PASTI BISA.
Pada saat kamu menangis merengek meminta boneka atau mainan yang baru, Mama menatapmu iba.
Tetapi Papa akan mengatakan dengan tegas : "Boleh, kita beli nanti, tapi tidak sekarang"
Tahukah kamu, Papa melakukan itu karena Papa tidak ingin kamu menjadi anak yang manja dengan semua tuntutan yang selalu dapat dipenuhi?
Saat kamu sakit pilek, Papa yang terlalu khawatir sampai kadang sedikit membentak dengan berkata :
"Sudah di bilang! kamu jangan minum air dingin!".
Berbeda dengan Mama yang memperhatikan dan menasihatimu dengan lembut.
Ketahuilah, saat itu Papa benar-benar mengkhawatirkan keadaanmu.
Ketika kamu sudah beranjak remaja....
Kamu mulai menuntut pada Papa untuk dapat izin keluar malam, dan Papa bersikap tegas dan mengatakan: "Tidak boleh!".
Tahukah kamu, bahwa Papa melakukan itu untuk menjagamu?
Karena bagi Papa, kamu adalah sesuatu yang sangat - sangat luar biasa berharga..
Setelah itu kamu marah pada Papa, dan masuk ke kamar sambil membanting pintu...
Dan yang datang mengetok pintu dan membujukmu agar tidak marah adalah Mama....
Tahukah kamu, bahwa saat itu Papa memejamkan matanya dan menahan gejolak dalam batinnya,
Bahwa Papa sangat ingin mengikuti keinginanmu, Tapi lagi-lagi dia HARUS menjagamu?
Ketika saat seorang cowok mulai sering menelponmu, atau bahkan datang ke rumah untuk menemuimu, Papa akan memasang wajah paling cool sedunia.... :')
Papa sesekali menguping atau mengintip saat kamu sedang ngobrol berdua di ruang tamu..
Sadarkah kamu, kalau hati Papa merasa cemburu?
Saat kamu mulai lebih dipercaya, dan Papa melonggarkan sedikit peraturan untuk keluar rumah untukmu, kamu akan memaksa untuk melanggar jam malamnya.
Maka yang dilakukan Papa adalah duduk di ruang tamu, dan menunggumu pulang dengan hati yang sangat khawatir...
Dan setelah perasaan khawatir itu berlarut - larut...
Ketika melihat putri kecilnya pulang larut malam hati Papa akan mengeras dan Papa memarahimu.. .
Sadarkah kamu, bahwa ini karena hal yang di sangat ditakuti Papa akan segera datang?
"Bahwa putri kecilnya akan segera pergi meninggalkan Papa"
Setelah lulus SMA, Papa akan sedikit memaksamu untuk menjadi seorang Dokter atau Insinyur.
Ketahuilah, bahwa seluruh paksaan yang dilakukan Papa itu semata - mata hanya karena memikirkan masa depanmu nanti...
Tapi toh Papa tetap tersenyum dan mendukungmu saat pilihanmu tidak sesuai dengan keinginan Papa
Ketika kamu menjadi gadis dewasa....
Dan kamu harus pergi kuliah dikota lain...
Papa harus melepasmu di bandara.
Tahukah kamu bahwa badan Papa terasa kaku untuk memelukmu?
Papa hanya tersenyum sambil memberi nasehat ini - itu, dan menyuruhmu untuk berhati-hati. .
Padahal Papa ingin sekali menangis seperti Mama dan memelukmu erat-erat.
Yang Papa lakukan hanya menghapus sedikit air mata di sudut matanya, dan menepuk pundakmu berkata "Jaga dirimu baik-baik ya sayang".
Papa melakukan itu semua agar kamu KUAT...kuat untuk pergi dan menjadi dewasa.
Disaat kamu butuh uang untuk membiayai uang semester dan kehidupanmu, orang pertama yang mengerutkan kening adalah Papa.
Papa pasti berusaha keras mencari jalan agar anaknya bisa merasa sama dengan teman-temannya yang lain.
Ketika permintaanmu bukan lagi sekedar meminta boneka baru, dan Papa tahu ia tidak bisa memberikan yang kamu inginkan...
Kata-kata yang keluar dari mulut Papa adalah : "Tidak.... Tidak bisa!"
Padahal dalam batin Papa, Ia sangat ingin mengatakan "Iya sayang, nanti Papa belikan untukmu".
Tahukah kamu bahwa pada saat itu Papa merasa gagal membuat anaknya tersenyum?
Saatnya kamu diwisuda sebagai seorang sarjana.
Papa adalah orang pertama yang berdiri dan memberi tepuk tangan untukmu.
Papa akan tersenyum dengan bangga dan puas melihat "putri kecilnya yang tidak manja berhasil tumbuh dewasa, dan telah menjadi seseorang"
Sampai saat seorang teman Lelakimu datang ke rumah dan meminta izin pada Papa untuk mengambilmu darinya.
Papa akan sangat berhati-hati memberikan izin..
Karena Papa tahu.....
Bahwa lelaki itulah yang akan menggantikan posisinya nanti.
Dan akhirnya....
Saat Papa melihatmu duduk di Panggung Pelaminan bersama seseorang Lelaki yang di anggapnya pantas menggantikannya, Papa pun tersenyum bahagia....
Apakah kamu mengetahui, di hari yang bahagia itu Papa pergi kebelakang panggung sebentar, dan menangis?
Papa menangis karena papa sangat berbahagia, kemudian Papa berdoa....
Dalam lirih doanya kepada Tuhan, Papa berkata: "Ya Allah tugasku telah selesai dengan baik....
Putri kecilku yang lucu dan kucintai telah menjadi wanita yang cantik....
Bahagiakanlah ia bersama suaminya..."
Setelah itu Papa hanya bisa menunggu kedatanganmu bersama cucu-cucunya yang sesekali datang untuk menjenguk...
Dengan rambut yang telah dan semakin memutih....
Dan badan serta lengan yang tak lagi kuat untuk menjagamu dari bahaya....
Papa telah menyelesaikan tugasnya....
Papa, Ayah, Bapak, atau Abah kita...
Adalah sosok yang harus selalu terlihat kuat...
Bahkan ketika dia tidak kuat untuk tidak menangis...
Dia harus terlihat tegas bahkan saat dia ingin memanjakanmu. .
Dan dia adalah yang orang pertama yang selalu yakin bahwa "KAMU BISA" dalam segala hal
i love you abah.
Monday, October 19, 2009
Rock bottom
Ever feel like you're a failure? Like everything you've took pride in being and having is all just fake. Illusion you made up to make you feel better about yourself. Like the person everybody thinks you are, isn't you at all. You start to wonder maybe you've given yourself too much credit all this while.
I've been trying real hard to just locate and identify, the exact moment in time, when everything just spiraled out of control. How I'm slowly losing everyone and everything, including myself. I'm trying to think of the defining action that made all the difference, the one action that put my world upside down.
Maybe it was just waiting to happen. Maybe I had it coming. Me and my oblivion, my ignorance, my never noticing the things and the people around me, until they're not there anymore. Me and my habit of always chasing after the things that I don't have.
I did have it all. And now I feel like I've screwed everything up. It's amazing how much wreckage one person can do to his/her own life. I should know. I'm well on my way there.
I've been trying real hard to just locate and identify, the exact moment in time, when everything just spiraled out of control. How I'm slowly losing everyone and everything, including myself. I'm trying to think of the defining action that made all the difference, the one action that put my world upside down.
Maybe it was just waiting to happen. Maybe I had it coming. Me and my oblivion, my ignorance, my never noticing the things and the people around me, until they're not there anymore. Me and my habit of always chasing after the things that I don't have.
I did have it all. And now I feel like I've screwed everything up. It's amazing how much wreckage one person can do to his/her own life. I should know. I'm well on my way there.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
lost.
would you accept me for whom i wish to be?
if i wish to be invisible, would you try and find me?
if i wish to be naughty, would you still be my friend?
if i wish to be different, would you still accept me?
if i wish to be a green monster, would you still love me?
im afraid, sometimes very scared, to express how i truly feel. to let the world see the me i see. because she isnt perfect, because she wishes for things that are not meant to be, because she's foolish.
so how am i suppose to feel now? just turn the other cheek and only attend half of me? or just fulfill others' wishes and ignore my wants?
too many questions to answer. yes. but if you will, answer me please?
if i wish to be invisible, would you try and find me?
if i wish to be naughty, would you still be my friend?
if i wish to be different, would you still accept me?
if i wish to be a green monster, would you still love me?
im afraid, sometimes very scared, to express how i truly feel. to let the world see the me i see. because she isnt perfect, because she wishes for things that are not meant to be, because she's foolish.
so how am i suppose to feel now? just turn the other cheek and only attend half of me? or just fulfill others' wishes and ignore my wants?
too many questions to answer. yes. but if you will, answer me please?
Saturday, October 17, 2009
true heart beat
You girls have someone, where you can share everything include the VERY personal/most privacy one.
A person (at least one, and the minimum is still one) that completed the last piece of you, and both of you are complementary to each other. ONE person, and YOUR person
Both of you are not being secretive. Both of you can tell things. Both of you share the personal and the very privacy.
And the both of you have the same level of chemistry, which is almost perfect to each other.
Although you had chose those pretty ladies to be part of your life and still among the pretty ladies you still have the closest one. ONE that complementary to you. ONE that only understand you. ONE that you can count on. ONE who you'll tell all your top secret.
I . . . .
I . . . .
I . . . .
just dont know who I can turn to because Im not a story teller so I dont know, to whom I can tell my story and my top secret.
I act like I tell MY story, just to catch the attention, and I failed!
and so I just kept it to myself or let the wall do the job! Accidentally it change me to another type of person, which Im more quiet than I was, more acquaintance yet less friend!
I love you gadis. Thank you for being the only friends that I have in the world. I love you.
A person (at least one, and the minimum is still one) that completed the last piece of you, and both of you are complementary to each other. ONE person, and YOUR person
Both of you are not being secretive. Both of you can tell things. Both of you share the personal and the very privacy.
And the both of you have the same level of chemistry, which is almost perfect to each other.
Although you had chose those pretty ladies to be part of your life and still among the pretty ladies you still have the closest one. ONE that complementary to you. ONE that only understand you. ONE that you can count on. ONE who you'll tell all your top secret.
I . . . .
I . . . .
I . . . .
just dont know who I can turn to because Im not a story teller so I dont know, to whom I can tell my story and my top secret.
I act like I tell MY story, just to catch the attention, and I failed!
and so I just kept it to myself or let the wall do the job! Accidentally it change me to another type of person, which Im more quiet than I was, more acquaintance yet less friend!
I love you gadis. Thank you for being the only friends that I have in the world. I love you.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
hope you girls still check this blog.
walaupun blog ni macam ikan yang tak cukup air atau burung yang patah sayap, hope it still continue to be a place for us to share.
i want to propose something.
lets all dress up and go out to dinner or something. semua kena cantik-cantik, pakai make up, heels, and skirts! no pants.
ini sebagai usaha untuk membantu project terbaru yana, transformasi eG ke arah lebih ayu. let me know what you think.
yours truly,
im not yana.
i want to propose something.
lets all dress up and go out to dinner or something. semua kena cantik-cantik, pakai make up, heels, and skirts! no pants.
ini sebagai usaha untuk membantu project terbaru yana, transformasi eG ke arah lebih ayu. let me know what you think.
yours truly,
im not yana.
Friday, September 25, 2009
ini jaja.
i love you people, each and every one of you little monsters to bits!!
life is so wonderful with you girls in it.
i always end up smiling or laughing whenever i think about those crazy moments we shared together.
Alhamdulillah, im very thankful to have you people in my life.
thanks girlfriends for being here =D
life is so wonderful with you girls in it.
i always end up smiling or laughing whenever i think about those crazy moments we shared together.
Alhamdulillah, im very thankful to have you people in my life.
thanks girlfriends for being here =D
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
sorry.
hello. it's me. im stressed out. i dont know how to explain this feeling inside and i have no clue how to stop it. really hate this feeling and it has been bugging me since the moment my family and i head back to KL after absolutely awesome raya celebrations at both kampung. the awesomeness is another story.
there's an assignment due this friday. then there's 6 papers waiting to burn my ass off the coming 2 weeks starting with 3 papers in a row on the first two days (next monday and tuesday). i dont know where to find time. i dont know whether i'll be able to finish what's needed to be done. i dont know how it's going to be sitting for finals next week, will i be able to revise the whole four months' syllabus for all 6 subjects in such short time? in like four days? i friggin dont know what to think and what not to think. now i need to destroy this 'dont know, no clue' feeling and i need it bad. i need a counselor. a psychiatrist would do good too!
i know we should all post some happy entries since it's raya therefore i apologize for such crap entry. maaf zahir & batin.
there's an assignment due this friday. then there's 6 papers waiting to burn my ass off the coming 2 weeks starting with 3 papers in a row on the first two days (next monday and tuesday). i dont know where to find time. i dont know whether i'll be able to finish what's needed to be done. i dont know how it's going to be sitting for finals next week, will i be able to revise the whole four months' syllabus for all 6 subjects in such short time? in like four days? i friggin dont know what to think and what not to think. now i need to destroy this 'dont know, no clue' feeling and i need it bad. i need a counselor. a psychiatrist would do good too!
i know we should all post some happy entries since it's raya therefore i apologize for such crap entry. maaf zahir & batin.
Monday, September 21, 2009
Gadis-gadis
Selamat hari raya aidilfitri
Maaf zahir & batin
have a fun raya and jangan rakus sangat when there's food around ;p
rindu korang oh. serious!
Maaf zahir & batin
have a fun raya and jangan rakus sangat when there's food around ;p
rindu korang oh. serious!
p/s: tak sabar nak merakus di rumah zqa!!~
-ayeen-
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
The Nerd
Halo semua!
This blog hasnt been updated in a while so let me be the savior and bring it back to life with updates on my life.
Rumor has it, word has gone out about my being somewhat miserable here. Hahaha.
And yeah well it was true, 2 weeks ago. But now I'm A-Okay!
Next week I have a concert to go to by this band called THE FRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
School has been tough had my first all nighter last Thursday. I hope I won't have anymore of those. With proper time management, I think I can avoid that.
Okay so maybe the A-OKAY comment wasn't entirely accurate. Life, well guys to be more specific is a handful. For me at least. I swear to god, I do not know what to do about them. Just when things were going right it takes a sharp turn to go backwards. Sigh. But I guess they're not all to blame. I'm partially to blame too. Me and my unrealistic ideals.
I NEED to just sit down and do nothing. But me being me, just really want to work on it. But you can't work on something that you're not in control of can you? And I try to manipulate life to make things become the way I want them too. But how can I do that, when I don't even know what I want.
Maybe y'all don't get me. Heck, even I don't get me. Hahaha
But then again, I do know one thing. Life always works itself out. I just have to tie my hands to the chair so that I won't do anything stupid to interrupt it. Hahaha.
This blog hasnt been updated in a while so let me be the savior and bring it back to life with updates on my life.
Rumor has it, word has gone out about my being somewhat miserable here. Hahaha.
And yeah well it was true, 2 weeks ago. But now I'm A-Okay!
Next week I have a concert to go to by this band called THE FRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
School has been tough had my first all nighter last Thursday. I hope I won't have anymore of those. With proper time management, I think I can avoid that.
Okay so maybe the A-OKAY comment wasn't entirely accurate. Life, well guys to be more specific is a handful. For me at least. I swear to god, I do not know what to do about them. Just when things were going right it takes a sharp turn to go backwards. Sigh. But I guess they're not all to blame. I'm partially to blame too. Me and my unrealistic ideals.
I NEED to just sit down and do nothing. But me being me, just really want to work on it. But you can't work on something that you're not in control of can you? And I try to manipulate life to make things become the way I want them too. But how can I do that, when I don't even know what I want.
Maybe y'all don't get me. Heck, even I don't get me. Hahaha
But then again, I do know one thing. Life always works itself out. I just have to tie my hands to the chair so that I won't do anything stupid to interrupt it. Hahaha.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
sedikit dokumentari
AssalamualaikumWarahmatullahiwabarakatuh; *suara sengau sinyu*
Rakan-rakan, sudah sekian lama saya tidak melepaskan titisan titisan hitam di buku nota ini.
Seperti yang rakan-rakan faham, saya agak sibuk dengan kehidupan seharian saya.
Jadi saya tidak berkesempatan untuk menconteng arang di muka surat yang kosong.
Dengan perintah Duli Yang Maha Mulia Raja-Raja,maka dengan ini, rakan-rakan, saya mengiystiharkan tarikh pertemuan kita semua jatuh pada 29 August 2009, bersamaan dengan 7 Ramadhan (berapa hijrah ?) *gelak sinus malu* sekian
Tapi. Itu hanya segeintir rakan-rakan.
fffuuuhhh *sambil geleng kepala*
Kehidupan di Uni memang sangat meletihkan minda, badan, dan mengurangkan tenaga.
Saya rasa, banyak lagi bukit-bukit di sini belom saya terokai. Jadi saya perlukan tenaga saya, untuk saya terokai dunia Uni. Pepohon-pepohon *oh maafkan saya* maksud saya pelajaran di sini memang sukar untuk dibandingkan dengan dunia yang sudah lama saya tinggalkan.
Jadi rakan taulan jangan sekali membazirkan tenaga kamu semua, kerana tenaga badan itu penting untuk menikmati alam yang banyak saingan nya.
Nampak gaya, masa memang cemburu dengan kita. Sampai di sini sahaja dokumentari saya. Mungkin kita akan berjumpa lagi. :)
Sekian.
Rakan-rakan, sudah sekian lama saya tidak melepaskan titisan titisan hitam di buku nota ini.
Seperti yang rakan-rakan faham, saya agak sibuk dengan kehidupan seharian saya.
Jadi saya tidak berkesempatan untuk menconteng arang di muka surat yang kosong.
Dengan perintah Duli Yang Maha Mulia Raja-Raja,maka dengan ini, rakan-rakan, saya mengiystiharkan tarikh pertemuan kita semua jatuh pada 29 August 2009, bersamaan dengan 7 Ramadhan (berapa hijrah ?) *gelak sinus malu* sekian
Tapi. Itu hanya segeintir rakan-rakan.
fffuuuhhh *sambil geleng kepala*
Kehidupan di Uni memang sangat meletihkan minda, badan, dan mengurangkan tenaga.
Saya rasa, banyak lagi bukit-bukit di sini belom saya terokai. Jadi saya perlukan tenaga saya, untuk saya terokai dunia Uni. Pepohon-pepohon *oh maafkan saya* maksud saya pelajaran di sini memang sukar untuk dibandingkan dengan dunia yang sudah lama saya tinggalkan.
Jadi rakan taulan jangan sekali membazirkan tenaga kamu semua, kerana tenaga badan itu penting untuk menikmati alam yang banyak saingan nya.
Nampak gaya, masa memang cemburu dengan kita. Sampai di sini sahaja dokumentari saya. Mungkin kita akan berjumpa lagi. :)
Sekian.
Friday, August 21, 2009
Im in Champaign
Just in case you guys care..which I know for a fact that you do
It was quite a trip.
Got yelled by this grumpy Hong Kong lady at Hong Kong's International Airport Immigration counter.
A component fell from the plane I was on as we were about to take off.
Missed my connecting flight to Champaign and was compensated with a free one night stay at Ohare's Hyatt Regency.
Alhamdulillah. All is well. =) I miss you guys already!
I HAVE SAFELY ARRIVED AT URBANA CHAMPAIGN
It was quite a trip.
Got yelled by this grumpy Hong Kong lady at Hong Kong's International Airport Immigration counter.
A component fell from the plane I was on as we were about to take off.
Missed my connecting flight to Champaign and was compensated with a free one night stay at Ohare's Hyatt Regency.
Alhamdulillah. All is well. =) I miss you guys already!
Saturday, August 15, 2009
hello hell !
a.k.a salam perkenalan neraka sambil berjabat tangan
inilah diskripsi hidup saye minggu ini ye nyah dan myah
very very very hectic....!
penat gile smp rse badan xdpt mengawal berat badan
huh???!!! hoh???!!!
kaki tercabut kedengaran pakkkkk
badan vibrate setempat keletihan
mata ala haiwan obese putih tompok hitam
rambut beralun sepoi bahase inggeris
tangan lembek sotong kurita saje kurr kurr
perut lembut toink ngok ngek (maksudnye gemok la poh bedah)
bontot uisyhh POOM, penat jalan!
inilah anatomy badan yg bru di update minngu ini
tett tett
gile ahhh penat nak mampos
penat 2 je yg mampos
klu penat yg mampos, em kuat la yg hidup
what?
whatever...
papepon laki pompan sekalian
please take safety precaution of H1N1 pandemic outbreak which is getting worse lately
be heathy n take good care of yourself ok!
ok?ok?OK??
ok selamat tinggal buku nota
terima kasihlah buku nota kerana
memberi peluang keemasan kpd saye utk mencurik
really appreciate it!
selamat n terimass
Saturday, July 11, 2009
GIRLS CAREFUL
Dear loved ones,
Please becareful, kereta my sis kene hijack malam semalam. Tapi kawan dia yang pinjam, orang tuh letak parang kat leher.
Dorang langgar and then bila berhenti, masuk kan parang.
Please becareful ok.
Please.
Jangan berhenti kalau kene langgar. Ramp je keta dia. biar kereta rosak jangan tergadai nyawa.
Please sangat2. Dorang nih memang jahat gila.
Kawan kakak sempat lompat. But they took away the car.
Tolong korang. ingat. DON'T STOP!
Please becareful, kereta my sis kene hijack malam semalam. Tapi kawan dia yang pinjam, orang tuh letak parang kat leher.
Dorang langgar and then bila berhenti, masuk kan parang.
Please becareful ok.
Please.
Jangan berhenti kalau kene langgar. Ramp je keta dia. biar kereta rosak jangan tergadai nyawa.
Please sangat2. Dorang nih memang jahat gila.
Kawan kakak sempat lompat. But they took away the car.
Tolong korang. ingat. DON'T STOP!
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
marilah bersuke riang ria di hari mulia
ini ada buku nota kami
ini nak curik jap
ini nak contng sikit pd buku nota ini
mungkin gula2 bkn tahi
hey gadis kachak bergaye dan berkumis sekalian
ape kate kte 'beronggeng' lagi
sblm anda semua kembali jd nerd
sye d uma skg ni sllu meyikat kumis agr kemas
kte ptt melakukan aktiviti haram lg, xgitu joyah
marilah gelak golek gaga rakus smp terbang
buat aksi pelik smbl sikat kumis (bru la kchak ktenye)
mkn mknn lazat tp berkhasiat (spy xobese)
main kejar2 smbl buat pose kachak, ahaaa
n gossip ala bedah alaf baru, ikat tudung simple2 je
bak kte kakyong nak mkn kapkek
uhmmm sedapnyeee..
kek yang cup
mari mkn..aum3
waaaaa anak2 suda membesar
lme snggh xjmp kamu2 yg kachak ni
kemainnn la kau nyah
akhir kate,
marilah kte menonjolkn dri msg2 kerana...
kamilahkacak!
From under the rock
Hello people. I realize I have sorta been living under a rock this past week. Between studying for my prof exam and dealing with family shenanigans, haven't really had time for myself.
But then it hit me.
MINGGU DEPAN SEMUA ORANG DAH NAK START SEKOLAH.
Oh damn!
WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Thus I concur the notion of us meeting up before everyone departs. And this time I'll charge my camera and will NOT lose my wallet so that the tears that shall fall on that day will be tears of joy and not tears of despair.
Budak Hilang Wallet
But then it hit me.
MINGGU DEPAN SEMUA ORANG DAH NAK START SEKOLAH.
Oh damn!
WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Thus I concur the notion of us meeting up before everyone departs. And this time I'll charge my camera and will NOT lose my wallet so that the tears that shall fall on that day will be tears of joy and not tears of despair.
Budak Hilang Wallet
Sunday, June 28, 2009
update yang tak kena mengena.
though it can sometimes be tough, I'm telling you, it's worth it!
i proudly pronounce, I'M DEEPLY IN LOVE ;)
i love myself, i love my life, i love my family, i love him, i love my friends, and last but not least i love you gorgeous gadisgadis!! thanks for being there accepting me and making me feel important.
bahagia tak terhingga.
jatuh hati.
i proudly pronounce, I'M DEEPLY IN LOVE ;)
i love myself, i love my life, i love my family, i love him, i love my friends, and last but not least i love you gorgeous gadisgadis!! thanks for being there accepting me and making me feel important.
bahagia tak terhingga.
jatuh hati.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Hari Ketiga bulan Julai
oh. GadisGadis. Jom lah makan kek pada hari ketiga bulan Julai.
atau
Cupcakes saya maybe.
Cupcakes saya maybe.
k a k y o n g
take care
Gadis-Gadis jaga diri baik-baik walau di mana sahaja anda semua berada, kerana swines flue semakin berleluasa.
Amalkan gaya hidup yang sihat.
Basuh tangan selepas bersin dan batuk dan korek idung dan kentut.
Pakai topeng hidung ketika keluar dari rumah.
Jangan pergi ke tempat awam kerana itu boleh menyebabkan swine flue dijangkiti.
Sekian rancangan kesihatan dari pusat belia Kakyong.
Amalkan gaya hidup yang sihat.
Basuh tangan selepas bersin dan batuk dan korek idung dan kentut.
Pakai topeng hidung ketika keluar dari rumah.
Jangan pergi ke tempat awam kerana itu boleh menyebabkan swine flue dijangkiti.
Sekian rancangan kesihatan dari pusat belia Kakyong.
p/s : saya takut lah dengan virus ni, mcm boleh menyebabkan darurat dan makan sofa je.
Mahu Lagi Masa
oh since MASA DEPAN semua dah tamat dan cuti pon semakin tamat. Jadi ;
Bile lagi waktu untuk kite bersuke ria dan ketawa rakus?
bile?
bile?
BILEEEEEE?????????
bile?
bile?
BILEEEEEE?????????
k a k y o n g
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
A little message
Guys! on Friday, come over at 8.00pm. As in you can show up in front of my house at 8.00PM.
Really appreciate it that you guys are coming. I really only want to celebrate with you guys the fact that I'm still alive and kicking. So thank you in advance. :)
See you guys on Friday.
Love,
Miss Lipas yang masih hidup..hahahaha
Really appreciate it that you guys are coming. I really only want to celebrate with you guys the fact that I'm still alive and kicking. So thank you in advance. :)
See you guys on Friday.
Love,
Miss Lipas yang masih hidup..hahahaha
jaja berkata:
kawan-kawan sekalian,
saya akan berangkat ke yogyakarta jam 3pm esok tapi kena kumpul di ofis tempat ayah bekerja jam 11am (wth, 4 jam kena tunggu! tak faham okeh!).
tujuan penulisan entri ini bukanlah untuk mengadu bahawasanya esok kami (saya bersama ayah dan ibu) kena tunggu selama 4 jam, tapi sebenarnya untuk meminta jasa baik kawan-kawan agar sentiasa update saya dengan perkembangan terbaru.
perkembangan yang dimaksudkan adalah seperti; kalau ada nak pakai theme colour baju untuk ke perkahwinan Aizat Faliq (abang eG ye mie, bukan "siapa budak our batch yang dah nak kahwin"), atau tiba-tiba ada plan menarik yang seangkatan dengan 'Masa Depan', tolong lah bagitahu. untuk pengetahuan kawan-kawan, kadar sms ke Indo kalau tak silap dalam 20sen, jadi jangan lah kedekut untuk text saya kalau ada apa-apa berita. tapi saya kedekut sebab dari sana nak text Malaysia, rm2, memang tak lah kan huhuhu.
akhir sekali, selamat berdoa selamat di rumah intan (sob.. sob.. NAK JOIN!!! ='/) and good luck yana sebab results akan keluar dalam masa terdekat! jaja tak nak check hahah woot woot! =P
sehingga kita berjumpa di Taman Melati.
babai.
Friday, June 5, 2009
MASA DEPAN TELAH JATUH
Dengan ini saya mengisytiharkan masa depan kite semua telah jatuh pada 19th and 20th JUNE bertempat di Taman Melati [tak silap saya lah] iaitu rumah Uncle Miera. Jadi semua org bersetuju? Sila bersedia untuk menghadapi hari tersebut. Semua sila bawa makanan dan DVD yg seronok untuk kite semua enjoy malam itu, jgn lupe bawa bantal-bantal kerana ada pertandingan PILLOW FIGHT [kihkihkih sambil menyapu kedua tangan dan buat muka comel tikus] oh tipu je. bantal bantal untuk tidur lah ape lagi.
Sekian saya KAKYONG wakil daripada Rancangan Miera Sedunia. Jumpa lagi di waktu yg sama.
muwaahahahahaha
;D
Sekian saya KAKYONG wakil daripada Rancangan Miera Sedunia. Jumpa lagi di waktu yg sama.
muwaahahahahaha
;D
12 JUNE 2009
INTAN!!!
selamat pulang ke MALAYSIA..tanah airmu
syukur Alhamdulillah..
sihat walafiat malh makin comel dari hari ke hari
n nnt pon nk muat majlis kesyukuran..
12 JUNE intan, 12 JUNE??!
DUA BELAS JUNNNN ?!!!!! , 6+6=12 JUNE ?!!!!!
wwaaaaAAAaaaaAAAaa...(bunuh DIRI)
Takutnye!!! (shortness of breath -> chest pain -> heart attack)
OMG..nnt kirim salam semua yer!
12 JUNE 2009, kte ade Professional Exam...
exam, exam, exam menyebabkan sume jd gile
xlarat dah ni serious...
organ2 dalaman sume da pecah akibat xterdaye lagi
dush2!
rse xsmp 60% preparation pon, huuu..
nk study 2 tahun nye pelajaran dlm mase sebulan?
aaahhh...= brain damage.
cne ni tatotnye!
Wahai gadis2 sekalian,
ayin, abry, intan, eg, yana, lyd, mie, jaja, zqa
tolonglah, tolonglah, TOLONGLAH doakan saye
lulus peperiksaan ini supaya saye
dpt melanjutkan pelajaran tahun ketiga di hospital nanti
p/s : ABRY FARAH HANIM!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANEH!
walaupun kau aneh kami tetap sayang kamu!
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
BACA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
INTAN DAH BOLEH KELUAR RUMAH SABTU INI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So, jom la jumpe. Siapa2 yang nak amik intan silalah. Kite pergi minum2 kejap jela since y'all might be busy or whatever. Number phone rumah mesti ada kan? So calling calling la. I dont have my number anymore. So home wud be the only place u can reach me.
12 JUN 2009, SILA DATANG RUMAH
Think thats a friday. Datang lepas maghrib KOT.
It's a majlis kesyukuran. It's JUST you guys. So no need to worry about making a good impression on people. Pakailah baju kurung kot. Ada makanan. But kalau2 rasa nak bawak makanan jugak silalah. Hope you guys are free.
So comment or reply or call me up.
Can't wait to reunite!
So, jom la jumpe. Siapa2 yang nak amik intan silalah. Kite pergi minum2 kejap jela since y'all might be busy or whatever. Number phone rumah mesti ada kan? So calling calling la. I dont have my number anymore. So home wud be the only place u can reach me.
12 JUN 2009, SILA DATANG RUMAH
Think thats a friday. Datang lepas maghrib KOT.
It's a majlis kesyukuran. It's JUST you guys. So no need to worry about making a good impression on people. Pakailah baju kurung kot. Ada makanan. But kalau2 rasa nak bawak makanan jugak silalah. Hope you guys are free.
So comment or reply or call me up.
Can't wait to reunite!
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Pengumuman
Dengan ini, saya dengan sukacitanya memaklumkan bahawa saya, Wan Intan Suhaila telah selamat tiba di Kuala Lumpur. Alhamdulillah saya berada dalam keadaan sihat walafiat. :)
Inilah bukti dia.
I can't wait to see you guys. But mum's quarantining me from the world outside for a week or so, just to be safe. So right now I'm under strict orders of bed rest. So don't think I'd be able to make it for the dinner. Real sorry guys. But it's cool. Summer has just started I'm sure we'd have plenty of chances to meet up again.
Anyways, come day seven and if, (I swear to god I really really hope so) I'm still healthy and alive and kicking, I thought nak buat makan-makan sorta like a majlis kesyukuran that I made it! Haha. I'll let you know the details later. But right now, just pray for my health and that I make it to day seven. PLEASE PLEASE PRAY FOR ME :)
Inilah bukti dia.
I can't wait to see you guys. But mum's quarantining me from the world outside for a week or so, just to be safe. So right now I'm under strict orders of bed rest. So don't think I'd be able to make it for the dinner. Real sorry guys. But it's cool. Summer has just started I'm sure we'd have plenty of chances to meet up again.
Anyways, come day seven and if, (I swear to god I really really hope so) I'm still healthy and alive and kicking, I thought nak buat makan-makan sorta like a majlis kesyukuran that I made it! Haha. I'll let you know the details later. But right now, just pray for my health and that I make it to day seven. PLEASE PLEASE PRAY FOR ME :)
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Dinner Plans
Ladies, listen up, ok soooo stupid... read up.
Dinner plans.
3rd June 2009
Chili's Klcc
Around 8-ish. Awal sikit, malam selalu penuh.
Attire anything. jgn bogel sudah. susah pulak nak tutup mata pakcik2 miang ngan waiter jalang.
So far list.
Yana, Mie, Jaja, Eg, Lydia.
ok sangat lame. We need more people.
:D
Dinner plans.
3rd June 2009
Chili's Klcc
Around 8-ish. Awal sikit, malam selalu penuh.
Attire anything. jgn bogel sudah. susah pulak nak tutup mata pakcik2 miang ngan waiter jalang.
So far list.
Yana, Mie, Jaja, Eg, Lydia.
ok sangat lame. We need more people.
:D
Friday, May 29, 2009
hello kawan-kawan!
JAJA DAH HABIS EXAM!!! WOOOOHHHOOOOOOOOOOO!!
takpa lah, saya tahu gadis yang lain dah menjerit dari beberapa minggu lepas tapi biar lambat asal selamat. saya steady sebab saya cool. KAMI cool kan yana kan? ;)
anyways, pasal chili's! JOM!! nak nak nak!! ada siapa-siapa nak bagi cadangan tarikh dan masa? eh, mana eG? kenapa dia diam membisu orang sms pun tak reply? okay, cyberians yang lain pula, akan ada di melawati during weekends tak? kalau ada, i suggest we go chili's on weekends? but if they cant make it juga, then weekdays or weekends wont make any difference. makanya, mereka yang ada ke'limit'an time itu, sila lah report diri and let us know if you'll be around, tq very much.
another thing i have in mind iaitu, lets go breakfast di old town white coffee taman permata!! erk, or lunch or dinner, depending on lyd's shift. nak tak pergi visit masa dia kerja???? mari ramai-ramai!
okay, tu saja idea yang dapat diperah. mind you, i've just finished six papers in two weeks jadi otak refuse untuk berfikir lebih.
ouh yes, by the way, insyaAllah i'll join the genting trip tapi kemungkinan tak dapat tidur kerna trimesternya bakal bermula on june 15th.
OUH! my second ouh, okay, statement yang sangat tak perlu! yang mahu diperkatakan, reunion melawati will be on june 27th, the proposed place is Rahsia Restaurant and is estimated to be RM50 per person. semua jom PLEASE?
-jajayangcomel
Monday, May 25, 2009
GENTING here we come
aaAAaaaahhhh for god sake! at last dapt gak login ok. *muke lega dan bahagia*
ok that's not the point. what I want to bold (not that bold as the bold and beautiful but BOLD) here is that I've told you guys before bout genting right, ok now I finally found the right time which is on 19th JUNE 2009 (sila rujuk kalendar jika anda ingin tahu hari jatunya 19 JUNE 2009, saya tidak menerima sebarang soalan). That is randomly suggest date, sila lah angkat tangan atau kaki atau kening *untuk kelihatan lebih bergaya* atau ketiak *wondering mcm mane nak angkt ketiak* anywhere, angkt lah segala apa yang mahu diangkat jika anda semua setuju. dan saya juga mahu cadangan daripada semua orang bahawa kita menetap disana selama 1 atau 2 malam? kekopakkan jgn dirisau kerana percutian ini dinamakan sebagai "inflasi sifar percutian", jadi tidak perlu risau tentang kewangan.
ok cukup bebelan
SEKARANG, anda dapat apa yang cuba saya sampaikan dan bahasa lain FAHAM kah semua? Anda boleh membuat sebarang pertanyaan (kecuali pertanyaan di atas yang saya sudah sediakan jawapannya, seperti pepatah "the answer is right under your nose" *ketawa riang, ingat tak dialog tu rakan2?* ) silalah menghubungi alamat atau nombor telefon yang tertera di skreen telefon anda.
Jadi, silah beri komen-komen yang bernas lagi jitu.
SEKIAN TERIMA HADIAH eh eh salah TERIMA KASIH
with love,
k a k y o n g
ok that's not the point. what I want to bold (not that bold as the bold and beautiful but BOLD) here is that I've told you guys before bout genting right, ok now I finally found the right time which is on 19th JUNE 2009 (sila rujuk kalendar jika anda ingin tahu hari jatunya 19 JUNE 2009, saya tidak menerima sebarang soalan). That is randomly suggest date, sila lah angkat tangan atau kaki atau kening *untuk kelihatan lebih bergaya* atau ketiak *wondering mcm mane nak angkt ketiak* anywhere, angkt lah segala apa yang mahu diangkat jika anda semua setuju. dan saya juga mahu cadangan daripada semua orang bahawa kita menetap disana selama 1 atau 2 malam? kekopakkan jgn dirisau kerana percutian ini dinamakan sebagai "inflasi sifar percutian", jadi tidak perlu risau tentang kewangan.
ok cukup bebelan
SEKARANG, anda dapat apa yang cuba saya sampaikan dan bahasa lain FAHAM kah semua? Anda boleh membuat sebarang pertanyaan (kecuali pertanyaan di atas yang saya sudah sediakan jawapannya, seperti pepatah "the answer is right under your nose" *ketawa riang, ingat tak dialog tu rakan2?* ) silalah menghubungi alamat atau nombor telefon yang tertera di skreen telefon anda.
Jadi, silah beri komen-komen yang bernas lagi jitu.
SEKIAN TERIMA HADIAH eh eh salah TERIMA KASIH
with love,
k a k y o n g
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Dinner for us all
I want to organized a dinner at Chili's sepatut nya esuk but since ada 4 orang ja yg agree to join.
Cancel la kot.
So tell me when you guys are free ok?
- yana-
Cancel la kot.
So tell me when you guys are free ok?
- yana-
Monday, May 18, 2009
CULTURAL NIGHT CUCMS
The Cultural Night Committee of CUCMS, under the banner of the Student Council of CUCMS 08/09, proudly presents to you the event “Malam Kebudayaan CUCMS”. As the name implies, we will be having a wide array of cultural performances. That is not all – the students of CUCMS would also be presenting to you a drama entitled “Cendra”, which is the main highlight of the night. The drama centers on the theme “Struggle for Humanity”, and it will be performed entirely in Bahasa Malaysia. Tune in to this space for the spoofed trailers for the drama which will be coming soon! |
| The details of the event are as follows: |
| Date: 23rd May 2009 (Saturday) |
| Time: 8.00p.m. 11.30p.m. |
| Venue: CUCMS Auditorium |
| Ticket Pricing: RM 10 (normal seats), RM 15 (VIP seats) |
| If you are interested in purchasing the tickets or to enquire more about the event please contact, Faizal Jalil at 016-6646669. p/s: CENDRA - directed by ABRY FARAH HANIM ANUAR!!!!! yes, ABRY!! abry yg aneh itu! (waaaa, guling golek ala kanak2 riang) pengarah mude berbakat alaf ini! (angkat trofi) maka, marilah kite same2 menyasikan filem pertama ABRY! (bak kate abry - ABRY PANASSSSSSS) gadis2 esp WAJIB dtg! (woo000ooo000) pakaian TRADISIONAL, perermpuan melayu terakhr g2 haaaa (nyah) harap maklum.. |
Saturday, May 16, 2009
lydia = badut
pic sy yg x terbaru sgtmalam dinner acc...with junior. satu team exco
hi gadis-gadisku...FIRST m so...so...sorry to eg n kak yong sbb sgt2 lupe nak wish bday kalian berdua. HAPPY BELATED 21ST BDAY 2 KAK YONG N EG ( saye kwn yg teruk... :""""( ) saye deserve if kalian lupe gak bday saye. april till early may sgt bz dgn final exam n muet. saye baru jer bace post2 dkat blog. saye da bnyk sgt ketinggalan dengan cte kalian.sgt sedih!!!! perkembangan saye :1. FINALLY da tamatkan last paper for last sem in diploma
2.bekerja part time dkat oldtown tmn permata.
( sgt enjoy keje n plg best dpt MAKAN FREE )
3.kebosanan tanpa gadis-gadis
4.rambut da sangat pnjg
5.eyebag semakin menebal....hahaha
6.some ckp smkn berisi some cakap nmpk letih
7.x sabar tunggu miss us balik...
8. berharap dapat g wed abg eg
9. MISS GADIS-GADIS SO MUCH!!!!!!
10. hopefully sume ley g genting!!!
p/s : if gadis-gadis mau merakus jangan lupe saye ye...bitau awal supaya bley amik cuti dan tidak di pinggirkan..hehehe2.bekerja part time dkat oldtown tmn permata.
( sgt enjoy keje n plg best dpt MAKAN FREE )
3.kebosanan tanpa gadis-gadis
4.rambut da sangat pnjg
5.eyebag semakin menebal....hahaha
6.some ckp smkn berisi some cakap nmpk letih
7.x sabar tunggu miss us balik...
8. berharap dapat g wed abg eg
9. MISS GADIS-GADIS SO MUCH!!!!!!
10. hopefully sume ley g genting!!!
Friday, May 15, 2009
MERDEKA
FINALLY!
Today I had my last exam paper. Sigh. *A huge sigh of relief*
It's been a long day. But as much as I dread the results of it, I have one thing that I can definitely look forward to; coming home and seeing you guys.
14 more days. Count em people. Even if you aren't. I am.
Peace out.
Intan
Today I had my last exam paper. Sigh. *A huge sigh of relief*
It's been a long day. But as much as I dread the results of it, I have one thing that I can definitely look forward to; coming home and seeing you guys.
14 more days. Count em people. Even if you aren't. I am.
Peace out.
Intan
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Updates for holidays
So everyone need to gather around
this is some kind of serious shit
I really need to know, when u'll be free
this coming June
G E N T I N G baby! (instead of vegas) haha
Please let me know yeah!
ASAP
Budak US is coming back this end of May,
The Cyberians and the doctors?? Bile korg free?
this is some kind of serious shit
I really need to know, when u'll be free
this coming June
G E N T I N G baby! (instead of vegas) haha
Please let me know yeah!
ASAP
Budak US is coming back this end of May,
The Cyberians and the doctors?? Bile korg free?
P/S: feel like crying reading post bawah ni =D Thanks
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
who's turn is it now..oh you!
Happy 4th birthday my dearStay crazy and lovable okay miss
We Love you Kak Yong!
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Intan wants to say something
That's me. Yawning all throughout the day. I'm so tired!! I NEED THIS SEMESTER TO END.
So that I can come home and see you guys and have fun :)
I miss you guys like crazy!
Wait for my return friends.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Tragedies..
George Bernard Shaw once wrote
There are two tragedies in life
One is to lose your heart’s desire
The other is to gain it
Clearly Shaw had his heart broken once or twice
Tragedies happen
What are you gonna do?
Give up? Quit?
No
I realize now that when your heart breaks
You gotta fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive
Because you are
And that pain you feel
Its life
The confusion and fear
That’s there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better
And sometimes is worth fighting for
Shaw was right
As we strain to grasp the things we desire
The things we think will make our lives better
Money, popularity, fame
We ignore what truly matters
The simplest things like friendship, family and love
The things we probably already had.....
-adapted from one tree hill-
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Seterusnya
Si Gigi Besar
Selamat menyambut ulang tahun yg ke 21
Semoga anda dapat berhenti dengan kehidupan 'gay' kamu ye.
Semoga impian kamu untuk menjadi pemain Sofbol yg berjaya akan tercapai
Terima kasih atas segala bantuan yang kamu berikan
Saya/Kami sayangkan kamu.
k a k y o n g
Friday, April 24, 2009
ouh, korang ada dengar pasal...
...(sambungan tajuk entry) reunion melawatians tak?
dee hidayah ada bagitau there might be one late june nanti.
*super excited!!*
dee hidayah ada bagitau there might be one late june nanti.
*super excited!!*
kenapa cerita pasal kaki nih? HAHA.
tq shameera for the entry. sangat informative. those bombastic words! wow. awak seorang student medic yang hebat!! =D
though, in my case, it was suspected ganglion tapi lepas doctor hantar for lab test, he said it was nodular tenosynovitis. ganglion is more liquid like but mine is tissue (based on what doctor wong said). anyways, gambar-gambar yang di googled semua terlalu rakus and scary, kalau nak tengok, sila lah tapi beware, mungkin anda akan kena symptoms macam yana. bahaya tuh! but here's one yang sesuai untuk tontonan umum.
though, in my case, it was suspected ganglion tapi lepas doctor hantar for lab test, he said it was nodular tenosynovitis. ganglion is more liquid like but mine is tissue (based on what doctor wong said). anyways, gambar-gambar yang di googled semua terlalu rakus and scary, kalau nak tengok, sila lah tapi beware, mungkin anda akan kena symptoms macam yana. bahaya tuh! but here's one yang sesuai untuk tontonan umum.
ni yang dikeluarkan dari my left foot (tissue like).btw, bonjolan shameera dah remove juga?
-jaja
What is a Ganglion Cyst?
A ganglion cyst is a mass of tissue that is filled with a jelly-like fluid. The word “ganglion” means “knot” and is used to describe the knot-like mass or lump of cells that forms below the surface of the skin.
Ganglion cysts are among the most common benign soft-tissue masses. Although they most often occur on the wrist, they also frequently develop on the foot—usually on the top, but elsewhere as well. Ganglion cysts vary in size, may get smaller and larger over time and may even disappear, only to possibly return later.
Signs and Symptoms
A ganglion cyst is associated with one or more
of the following signs and symptoms:
What Causes a Ganglion Cyst?
symptom experienced.
Ganglion cysts are usually caused by some type of injury. For example, a ganglion cyst might develop after something drops on the foot, if the foot was twisted while walking, or after too much stress was placed on a joint or tendon. For some patients, the trauma that triggers this condition is something they do not recall. Usually the cyst appears soon after the trauma occurs.
Diagnosis
To diagnose a ganglion cyst, the foot and ankle surgeon will perform a thorough examination of the foot. The lump will be visually apparent and, when pressed in a certain way, it should move freely underneath the skin. Sometimes the surgeon will shine a light through the cyst or remove a small amount of fluid from the cyst for evaluation. Occasionally other imaging studies may be used.
Treatment
There are various options for treating a ganglion cyst on the foot:
- Monitoring, but no treatment. If the cyst causes no pain and does not interfere with walking, the surgeon may decide it is best to carefully watch the cyst over a period of time.
- Shoe modifications. Wearing shoes that do not rub the cyst or cause irritation may be advised. In addition, placing a pad inside the shoe may help reduce pressure against the cyst.
- Aspiration and injection. This technique involves draining the fluid and then injecting a steroid medication into the mass. More than one session may be needed. Although this approach is successful in some cases, in many others the cyst returns.
- Surgery. When other treatment options fail or are not appropriate, the cyst may need to be surgically removed. While the recurrence rate associated with surgery is much lower than that experienced with aspiration and injection therapy, there are nevertheless cases in which the ganglion cyst returns.
anyway, i've experienced this before that was in matrix. Ganglions can occur anywhere on the body. The ones i had was on the wrist. this is the most common type of ganglion which arise at the dorsally (at the back) which are outpouchings of the wrist joint capsule. They arise from the scapholunate ligament.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
I cant even wait for times
I cant wait to meet all of you
I cant wait to hang up with all of you at 'cendols'
I cant wait for a BIG-LAUGH with those stupid jokes
I cant wait for the finals to be over
I cant wait for leaving this stupid (my college) far far behind
I cant wait for a graduation
I cant wait to spent more time with all of you
I cant wait to get all the love/affection from all of you (hahahaha)
I cant wait to have a new updated story from all of you
I cant wait to give mine
Oh My lovely friends
I cant wait to hear Eg's strange word, that originally come from KAMUS DEWAN BAHASA EDISI 8
I cant wait for Ayin's to give her stupid jokes
I cant wait to see Lydia's blur face
I cant wait to see yana's cute little face
I cant wait to hear Jaja's new gossip
I cant wait to give a big laugh at Shameera's drama
I cant wait to hear from Abry's
I cant wait for Miera's conflict (hihhi)
I cant wait to hear from Intan again
I just cant wait
i love u
I cant wait to hang up with all of you at 'cendols'
I cant wait for a BIG-LAUGH with those stupid jokes
I cant wait for the finals to be over
I cant wait for leaving this stupid (my college) far far behind
I cant wait for a graduation
I cant wait to spent more time with all of you
I cant wait to get all the love/affection from all of you (hahahaha)
I cant wait to have a new updated story from all of you
I cant wait to give mine
Oh My lovely friends
I cant wait to hear Eg's strange word, that originally come from KAMUS DEWAN BAHASA EDISI 8
I cant wait for Ayin's to give her stupid jokes
I cant wait to see Lydia's blur face
I cant wait to see yana's cute little face
I cant wait to hear Jaja's new gossip
I cant wait to give a big laugh at Shameera's drama
I cant wait to hear from Abry's
I cant wait for Miera's conflict (hihhi)
I cant wait to hear from Intan again
I just cant wait
i love u
k a k y o n g
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
ni haritu tau.
siapa tanya bonjolan apa tadi?? hehe.***
lepas operation***
day ward so ni dah nak balik lepas operation.***
kaki yang bengkak.***
style kan?? ;)***
healing process, banyak jalan jadi lebam.kena marah dengan doctor. hohhoho.
***
masa buka balutan. ye, saya suka buat 'peace' because i would want world peace (ala-ala miss world tq very much!).***
tapi ni haritu je, sekarang dah boleh berlari yeay! ouh, rambutku dah dicantas. =D
what tells you about a person?
dont say he/she is bad by what he/she is wearing,
dont judge him/her by whom he/she hangs out with,
what he/she says out loud doesnt determine who he/she really is inside,
dont say nasty things because of the place he/she goes to,
someone should be judged by who she is, her personality, her heart, her thoughts.
NOT by what she wears, what car she rides, where she lives, who her friends are.
so dont feel bad just because you act differently or because you want to try new things.
be happy and smile all the time.
because your smile is what makes others happy.
i love u.
dont judge him/her by whom he/she hangs out with,
what he/she says out loud doesnt determine who he/she really is inside,
dont say nasty things because of the place he/she goes to,
someone should be judged by who she is, her personality, her heart, her thoughts.
NOT by what she wears, what car she rides, where she lives, who her friends are.
so dont feel bad just because you act differently or because you want to try new things.
be happy and smile all the time.
because your smile is what makes others happy.
i love u.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Update
Hey guys, just in case you guys are wondering how I've been..
Here's some photographic updates:
Holidays
Sayang ku semua,
Shiapa setuju kite semua pergi bercuti pada cuti semester ni?
Marilah.
Cadangan saya stay at least 2 nights kat Genting. Yeah, mmg its just GENTING, tapi as long as kte semua boleyh berkumpul. Bajet pon murah.
Saya boleh berkomunikasi untuk mendapat harga paling murah jika cadangan ini diterima, ini kerana, saya ada link mengatakan kat RIA APARTMENT tu boleh dapat hanya RM90 untuk satu malam for the whole apartment. murah bukan?
Jadi, sayangku semua mcm mana?
Instead of kte keluar one day together why not kte spent 2 days together.
Ok tak?
Shiapa setuju kite semua pergi bercuti pada cuti semester ni?
Marilah.
Cadangan saya stay at least 2 nights kat Genting. Yeah, mmg its just GENTING, tapi as long as kte semua boleyh berkumpul. Bajet pon murah.
Saya boleh berkomunikasi untuk mendapat harga paling murah jika cadangan ini diterima, ini kerana, saya ada link mengatakan kat RIA APARTMENT tu boleh dapat hanya RM90 untuk satu malam for the whole apartment. murah bukan?
Jadi, sayangku semua mcm mana?
Instead of kte keluar one day together why not kte spent 2 days together.
Ok tak?
k a k y o n g
Monday, April 13, 2009
Kayong want :
Selama ni, kakyong jadi "Dr Jekyll"
Tapi skarang Kakyong nak jadi "Mr Hyde"
Sebab kakyong nampak Mr Hyde more than Dr Jekyll in her.
Accept for who I really am please.
;'(
Tapi skarang Kakyong nak jadi "Mr Hyde"
Sebab kakyong nampak Mr Hyde more than Dr Jekyll in her.
Accept for who I really am please.
;'(
Friday, April 10, 2009
Late Post : Untuk Budak Amerka
H A P P Y B E L A T E D B I R T H D A Y ! ! !
Intan, Sorry for the late post. busy.
Wish you all the best and hope this friendship will last forever
You had completed my beautiful piece of my puzzle.
i love you
Intan, Sorry for the late post. busy.
Wish you all the best and hope this friendship will last forever
You had completed my beautiful piece of my puzzle.
i love you
k a k y o n g
Friday, April 3, 2009
super big sigh!
i'm stressed!!
am not even sure what it is. but i'm stressed out!
dealing with stupid emotional, oblivious people and loads of crappy assignments!
bodoh kau orang2 dan tugasan!
-bHh-
am not even sure what it is. but i'm stressed out!
dealing with stupid emotional, oblivious people and loads of crappy assignments!
bodoh kau orang2 dan tugasan!
-bHh-
Sunday, March 29, 2009
A year older
In case Im late, I would like to wish BUDAK HILANG HANDPHONE
1. the 1st pix tu, saje je gimik. haha
2. Budak Hilang handphone memakai baju hijau.
SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN YG KE-21
1. Semoga anda bahagia di samping yg tersayang
2. Semoga persahabatan kite selamanya
3. Saya harap anda berjaya di masa akan datang
1. Semoga anda bahagia di samping yg tersayang
2. Semoga persahabatan kite selamanya
3. Saya harap anda berjaya di masa akan datang
1. the 1st pix tu, saje je gimik. haha
2. Budak Hilang handphone memakai baju hijau.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
an update.
my house got robbed!!! my laptop, ipod and hard disk are gone. sobss... besides another laptop, a wrist watch and my mom's ring collection. overall, the damage done was very minimum. alhamdulillah.
to those living in melawati or kemensah or bukit antarabangsa or keramat or simply anywhere, please make sure your house grill is VERY secured because they can break it like it's nobody's business. ouh, but the police officers are nice. im happy for that since our last experience with them was not very pleasant.
please take care people!
much love,
-h.h
to those living in melawati or kemensah or bukit antarabangsa or keramat or simply anywhere, please make sure your house grill is VERY secured because they can break it like it's nobody's business. ouh, but the police officers are nice. im happy for that since our last experience with them was not very pleasant.
please take care people!
much love,
-h.h
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Here is a little something something.
10 fact about me.
1. i love raining days.
2. i love cartoon more than any drama series u have.
3. i rarely keep up with drama series unlike you guys. because i just dunt like long unfinish story. sorry mate.:D
4. im a cinical kind of person.
5. I act tuff but lately, i cant take it anymore.
6. I find joy in little things coz i find the world is hard enough .
7. i have much respect for you guys because how tuff u guys are and how kind you guys are.
8. i dunt like sleeping. i think it is a waste of time.
9. i cant memorized any song. i dunno why!! susah gila nak nyanyi in public.heheh
10. i dunt believe in marriage, coz i seen so much pain in marriage.
tq. but a bit down lately due to family matter. tq verymuch. i love u guys.
1. i love raining days.
2. i love cartoon more than any drama series u have.
3. i rarely keep up with drama series unlike you guys. because i just dunt like long unfinish story. sorry mate.:D
4. im a cinical kind of person.
5. I act tuff but lately, i cant take it anymore.
6. I find joy in little things coz i find the world is hard enough .
7. i have much respect for you guys because how tuff u guys are and how kind you guys are.
8. i dunt like sleeping. i think it is a waste of time.
9. i cant memorized any song. i dunno why!! susah gila nak nyanyi in public.heheh
10. i dunt believe in marriage, coz i seen so much pain in marriage.
tq. but a bit down lately due to family matter. tq verymuch. i love u guys.
TQ
Terima kasih korang for 21/3/09 surprise beday !!
:P
walaupun dapat agak dari bentuk gaya ziqah dan peninggalan ayin,eg, dan shameera.
Thank you so much.
You guys just light up my days and make me grateful for life.
i love u guys!!
-yanadidot
:P
walaupun dapat agak dari bentuk gaya ziqah dan peninggalan ayin,eg, dan shameera.
Thank you so much.
You guys just light up my days and make me grateful for life.
i love u guys!!
-yanadidot
dear ayin, this is for you ;)
as an early birthday present, im disclosing these captured moments. hahahaahha!
di saat mahu menangkap gambar.
1-mari ambil gambar! tiba-tiba kipas angin menyerang hendap.
2-"erk, tunggu eG!", jerit ayin.
3-jaja gelak rakus.
ayin kekalutan.
4-ayin mula join gelak kerakusan gelak jaja.
5-kekalutan berterusan.
6-masing-masing mula mengawal diri.
touch up sikit!
7-finally, berjaya tangkap gambar.
8-tapi masih tak puas hati, so here's the second shot.
credit to eG yang confuse guna camera (camera tu set on amik 5 pictures per snap, tu eG susah nak guna. sorry misz!).
hari kahwin.
hello people! so, the wedding ceremony is finally over. thanks to those who came AND those who couldnt make it as well, im sure you really wanted to come but just couldnt. so, thanks banyak-banyak! =D
ouh, and maap dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki for the chaotic mess and treatment i gave you girls. serious, saya mintak ampun! tangan ada dua, tapi kerja ada lima belas jadi saya ada sedikit caught up di situ.
foto-foto nya:
mirzan;
yana mulut panjang;
=)
ayin and lyd;
bring back the memories, softball pose;
the girls;
sayang semua!! =D
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Im late and Im early
Happy belated BIRTHDAY SHAMEERA!
Happy birthday in advance YANA!
Happy birthday in advance AYIN!
Okay now that I've gotten that out of the way......
THE COUNTDOWN IS ON FOR 1st APRIL
Yes yes..im self obsessed and self centered..
I'm also all alone here..
so please give me a break kay? :)
Peace out,
Miss Lipas
Happy birthday in advance YANA!
Happy birthday in advance AYIN!
Okay now that I've gotten that out of the way......
THE COUNTDOWN IS ON FOR 1st APRIL
Yes yes..im self obsessed and self centered..
I'm also all alone here..
so please give me a break kay? :)
Peace out,
Miss Lipas
Friday, March 6, 2009
20 Personal Facts that I Think my Bestfriend Should Know
1. Hey Im back here in town, you'll know it from my writing ;p
2. The only true friend that I have is all of you, BETA CHIX :)
3. I eat bread instead of rice
4. 13th of May, is the day that all of you should MARK on your calendar, because Im waiting for a surprises. hihi
5. I loathe SMS-ing, and Im not aware with my phone, I put my phone far far away from me. Therefore Im not alert when people are trying to reach me. So Im sorry, if I give a very late reply. handphone is just not my thing.
6. Lately, I dance a lot to give myself a big sweat. haha. No! I perform my dancing in front everybody
7. Im counting my future. PHYSIOTHERAPIST.
8. I want to be famous. Becoming an actress or a singer would be a dream come true for me. hahaha, do u agree?
9. Im in silence, uncommintment relationship
10. I put my passion on my guitar, but I still dont know how to play it properly, so I need someone who can teach me to play proffesionally.
11. At college, people say a lot of things about me, behind me. Im deaf, so whatever LOSERS!
12. So now, Im in business of cupcakes. haha. kecil-kecilan sahaja. So I would thx Jaja banyak2!
13. My family is on top of my list
14. I always dreaming of meeting JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE and WENTWORTH MILLER in person.
15. Im very particular person and I dont like wasting my time. I read novels to kills time
16. Im starting to be a healthy person, like seriously healthy to stay young. hahah
17. I dream of BMW X5
18. Sometimes I can be too LOUD, sometimes too QUIET, sometimes Im TALKATIVE, sometimes Im not even myself
19. If I have a chance, I would interview a creator of PRISON BREAK. Damn Genius la!
20. Last but not least, I have to learn how to show appreciation, love, what is trust and happiness.
luv yah :D
2. The only true friend that I have is all of you, BETA CHIX :)
3. I eat bread instead of rice
4. 13th of May, is the day that all of you should MARK on your calendar, because Im waiting for a surprises. hihi
5. I loathe SMS-ing, and Im not aware with my phone, I put my phone far far away from me. Therefore Im not alert when people are trying to reach me. So Im sorry, if I give a very late reply. handphone is just not my thing.
6. Lately, I dance a lot to give myself a big sweat. haha. No! I perform my dancing in front everybody
7. Im counting my future. PHYSIOTHERAPIST.
8. I want to be famous. Becoming an actress or a singer would be a dream come true for me. hahaha, do u agree?
9. Im in silence, uncommintment relationship
10. I put my passion on my guitar, but I still dont know how to play it properly, so I need someone who can teach me to play proffesionally.
11. At college, people say a lot of things about me, behind me. Im deaf, so whatever LOSERS!
12. So now, Im in business of cupcakes. haha. kecil-kecilan sahaja. So I would thx Jaja banyak2!
13. My family is on top of my list
14. I always dreaming of meeting JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE and WENTWORTH MILLER in person.
15. Im very particular person and I dont like wasting my time. I read novels to kills time
16. Im starting to be a healthy person, like seriously healthy to stay young. hahah
17. I dream of BMW X5
18. Sometimes I can be too LOUD, sometimes too QUIET, sometimes Im TALKATIVE, sometimes Im not even myself
19. If I have a chance, I would interview a creator of PRISON BREAK. Damn Genius la!
20. Last but not least, I have to learn how to show appreciation, love, what is trust and happiness.
luv yah :D
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