Wednesday, September 9, 2009

The Nerd

Halo semua!
This blog hasnt been updated in a while so let me be the savior and bring it back to life with updates on my life.

Rumor has it, word has gone out about my being somewhat miserable here. Hahaha.
And yeah well it was true, 2 weeks ago. But now I'm A-Okay!

Next week I have a concert to go to by this band called THE FRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

School has been tough had my first all nighter last Thursday. I hope I won't have anymore of those. With proper time management, I think I can avoid that.

Okay so maybe the A-OKAY comment wasn't entirely accurate. Life, well guys to be more specific is a handful. For me at least. I swear to god, I do not know what to do about them. Just when things were going right it takes a sharp turn to go backwards. Sigh. But I guess they're not all to blame. I'm partially to blame too. Me and my unrealistic ideals.

I NEED to just sit down and do nothing. But me being me, just really want to work on it. But you can't work on something that you're not in control of can you? And I try to manipulate life to make things become the way I want them too. But how can I do that, when I don't even know what I want.

Maybe y'all don't get me. Heck, even I don't get me. Hahaha

But then again, I do know one thing. Life always works itself out. I just have to tie my hands to the chair so that I won't do anything stupid to interrupt it. Hahaha.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

ouh yes, life does always work itself out. though sometimes in a funny way. you just sit back and relax my dear friend ;)

Anonymous said...

THE FRAYYY?? ARE YOU KIDDING ME??? HAHAHAHAHAHA

-ayeen