i love you people, each and every one of you little monsters to bits!!
life is so wonderful with you girls in it.
i always end up smiling or laughing whenever i think about those crazy moments we shared together.
Alhamdulillah, im very thankful to have you people in my life.
thanks girlfriends for being here =D
Friday, September 25, 2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
sorry.
hello. it's me. im stressed out. i dont know how to explain this feeling inside and i have no clue how to stop it. really hate this feeling and it has been bugging me since the moment my family and i head back to KL after absolutely awesome raya celebrations at both kampung. the awesomeness is another story.
there's an assignment due this friday. then there's 6 papers waiting to burn my ass off the coming 2 weeks starting with 3 papers in a row on the first two days (next monday and tuesday). i dont know where to find time. i dont know whether i'll be able to finish what's needed to be done. i dont know how it's going to be sitting for finals next week, will i be able to revise the whole four months' syllabus for all 6 subjects in such short time? in like four days? i friggin dont know what to think and what not to think. now i need to destroy this 'dont know, no clue' feeling and i need it bad. i need a counselor. a psychiatrist would do good too!
i know we should all post some happy entries since it's raya therefore i apologize for such crap entry. maaf zahir & batin.
there's an assignment due this friday. then there's 6 papers waiting to burn my ass off the coming 2 weeks starting with 3 papers in a row on the first two days (next monday and tuesday). i dont know where to find time. i dont know whether i'll be able to finish what's needed to be done. i dont know how it's going to be sitting for finals next week, will i be able to revise the whole four months' syllabus for all 6 subjects in such short time? in like four days? i friggin dont know what to think and what not to think. now i need to destroy this 'dont know, no clue' feeling and i need it bad. i need a counselor. a psychiatrist would do good too!
i know we should all post some happy entries since it's raya therefore i apologize for such crap entry. maaf zahir & batin.
Monday, September 21, 2009
Gadis-gadis
Selamat hari raya aidilfitri
Maaf zahir & batin
have a fun raya and jangan rakus sangat when there's food around ;p
rindu korang oh. serious!
Maaf zahir & batin
have a fun raya and jangan rakus sangat when there's food around ;p
rindu korang oh. serious!
p/s: tak sabar nak merakus di rumah zqa!!~
-ayeen-
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
The Nerd
Halo semua!
This blog hasnt been updated in a while so let me be the savior and bring it back to life with updates on my life.
Rumor has it, word has gone out about my being somewhat miserable here. Hahaha.
And yeah well it was true, 2 weeks ago. But now I'm A-Okay!
Next week I have a concert to go to by this band called THE FRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
School has been tough had my first all nighter last Thursday. I hope I won't have anymore of those. With proper time management, I think I can avoid that.
Okay so maybe the A-OKAY comment wasn't entirely accurate. Life, well guys to be more specific is a handful. For me at least. I swear to god, I do not know what to do about them. Just when things were going right it takes a sharp turn to go backwards. Sigh. But I guess they're not all to blame. I'm partially to blame too. Me and my unrealistic ideals.
I NEED to just sit down and do nothing. But me being me, just really want to work on it. But you can't work on something that you're not in control of can you? And I try to manipulate life to make things become the way I want them too. But how can I do that, when I don't even know what I want.
Maybe y'all don't get me. Heck, even I don't get me. Hahaha
But then again, I do know one thing. Life always works itself out. I just have to tie my hands to the chair so that I won't do anything stupid to interrupt it. Hahaha.
This blog hasnt been updated in a while so let me be the savior and bring it back to life with updates on my life.
Rumor has it, word has gone out about my being somewhat miserable here. Hahaha.
And yeah well it was true, 2 weeks ago. But now I'm A-Okay!
Next week I have a concert to go to by this band called THE FRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
School has been tough had my first all nighter last Thursday. I hope I won't have anymore of those. With proper time management, I think I can avoid that.
Okay so maybe the A-OKAY comment wasn't entirely accurate. Life, well guys to be more specific is a handful. For me at least. I swear to god, I do not know what to do about them. Just when things were going right it takes a sharp turn to go backwards. Sigh. But I guess they're not all to blame. I'm partially to blame too. Me and my unrealistic ideals.
I NEED to just sit down and do nothing. But me being me, just really want to work on it. But you can't work on something that you're not in control of can you? And I try to manipulate life to make things become the way I want them too. But how can I do that, when I don't even know what I want.
Maybe y'all don't get me. Heck, even I don't get me. Hahaha
But then again, I do know one thing. Life always works itself out. I just have to tie my hands to the chair so that I won't do anything stupid to interrupt it. Hahaha.
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