BEEN one hell of a week for me..In fact one hell of a semester too..
I'm not talking just about school..Although that too has been a pain in the neck..
I don't know is it that I've been slacking off/allowing myself to relax a bit..?
But anyways, yeah, this semester has a lot going on..
It aint boring..yeah I'll give you that but it sure as hell is tiring to keep having to just face it and trying to please everyone but at the same time not wanting to be treated like a doormat..
SO many conflicts..
I go to class and I have stupid tiny fights with the lovely boyfriend..
I come back to my apartment and there's conflict there too..
I call back home and there's conflict there too..
I dont know why but I have so many things that I consider to be problems:
Prob 1: Thanksgiving break..
I want to go to Michigan so that I could see my best friend whom I have not seen for a very long time..and at first everything was settled..a whole group of girls are going so Im just gonna hitch a ride with them..
But then one of them cannot go, and now the whole plan is hanging..I could still go with either 1)my boyfriend 2)my girlie like friend who's a boy.. 3)This one is a bit complicated.. URGH
Going with the bf would be cool..but then where is he gonna sleep? and there's like this tension going on between him and my other best friend that wud be coming along.. and if I choose to go with choice number 2, my other best friend might be uncomfortable with the people in that car..and choice number 3 is complicated..the other best friend knows and has this new best friend who could give us a ride..but if she were going with that guy..i wudnt wanna go with her..so I was thinking if SHE wanted to go with him 1st..I could go with my bf..and Id have to worry about where he'd be sleeping but that can be figured out.. I think..
Problem 2: Work
It's kinda taking a toll on my life..Well not that much..but I dont know, the long hours is starting to get me..Just in a way that I miss my housemates and friends and my boyfriend when I go to work..and you know how much I HATE being left out of things..but i need the job..cuz going back this summer is the most important thing EVER..
Problem 3: Flight back home
It is DAMN expensive and i am DAMN broke..stupid flight ticket..Im saving money but at the same time Im still kinda stressed out!!
Problem 4: Apartment Drama
This tension between best friends/drifting apart best friends/housemates is getting to me..At times I'm annoyed..times im hurt..times Im angry..times I just want things to be better..Times I just want her to be who she was..or who I thought she was..U know being ditched is the worst feeling ever..sigh
Problem 5: Problem at HOME SWEET HOME
Too personal to be explained here..
Problem 6: I MISS MY HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS AKA MY REAL BEST FRIENDS
Am I making these problems up? You know what dont answer that..
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PROBLEMS, do make our life complicated! i just wish u could handle it professionally as im too far too give my hand to u.
be strong! thats just it.
k a k y o n g
i wait u by ym. just buzz buzz if u free. i love u. always. n i think u shud go with wan, n he could sleep on the couch or sumthing. or in the dorm but on floor. Korang kan ramai girls kat sana. So one man shud be no problem in jungles of girl.
It save to have him by u and its easier and hassle free.
but of coz, its me. n i know u wont go for my words. :) but im here ok?
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