The exact meaning of DEAR

1. Ok, its been awhile, not a while, long time sygs-sygs didnt do any updates,including I myself. Kinda busy with "my stuff". Whats u guys up to? Projek ni mcm kurang mendapat sambutan je (muka wondering). OK, like finally im spending my holiday kat tempat indah which is call "rumahku syurgaku"

2. Oh,i've got some issues here :

a) Do you know any signs if your boyfriend is breaking up with u?
I didnt feel so right with my relationship, I could have smell something, but i doubt it. At this point, Im paranoid. There're more negative than positive. Its not that my boyfriend is cheating on me, its just Im too bored to him. So please I need some signs that u girls can give, so that I wouldnt have to get new "nose".

b) What is "D E A R" means to you?
ok, would you girls rather call someone that you just've known for like few minutes 'dear'? I understand its just a word, but when it comes to this point it does really mean something. Betul tak? So, is this one of the sign that he is breaking up with me. You girls, i really need you(s) right now!


ImBoredSoStayAwayFromMe
kakyong

kakyong bertanya kepada semua

Korang sayang-sayang ku semua okeyh kah ? Ada apa-apa yang mau dishare ?

aku adalah aku.

ku rindu kalian semua
teringatkan kisah-kisah suka dan duka yang tak pernah padam dalam ingatan
di manakah semua?
hidup bukanlah fantasi yang sering muncul di dalam mimpi
girang dan tawa bertopengkan kedukaan
aku ingin kamu kenal aku sepenuhnya
sesungguhnya kamu semua orang terpenting dalam hidupku
ku tahu...
menghadapi dunia realiti bukanlah indah
namun pabila bersama kalian
seperti semua yang bingung lenyap seketika
aku sangat menyintai persahabatan ini lebih dari segalanya

-aku-

my dear girls.

These pictures made me smile. Hope they'll brighten your day too.

-h.h

bestfriend's forever??

have u ever felt lost..??
as if everything around is not even remotely familiar or the faces u've known suddenly became strangers to u...
have u ever been ditch by someone who u consider to be ur bestfriend?true friend.
who will accept u for who u are..
be there for u when u need them the most..
laugh at ur jokes as if it was the funniest thing they'd ever listen to (even though its not)
cry with u when u are bawling ur eyes out..
be ur friend til the day u die..
but one fine day..
that person decide to walk out of ur life..
throw hurtful words at u..
make u shed tears when once that person was the one who wipes them off..

i don't understand y some people can just throw away meaningful friendship
i mean...
don't u feel that friendship is one of the most valuable thing u can ever have aside from family and money?
friends are the one we turn to when tough times strikes or laugh our ass off when we're happy..
who's to be blame when shit like that happens?
when suddenly..
ur bestfriend is a stranger to u..

my bestfriend is a stranger to me

-bHh-

short-term memory

What would you feel when ur try so hard to memorize everything,and put all the effort with full of determination to memorize it yet, you still cant remember what you had just memorized? or precisely, VANISHED.

yes, short-term memory. That's really ME
How can i deal with it?
super-BIG-sigh

Sigh

You know what I miss?
I miss being Wan Intan Suhaila..
I miss being the nerd at the front of the class..
I miss being the girl who pakai tudung senget..
I miss being "Kakak Rushdi"
I miss being that girl who waits for the bus under the big tree in front of the canteen with her friends..
I miss beli air anggur, air soya or sirap bandung lepas balik sekolah..
I miss my wallet yang color biru lepas tu ada tulis "ROCK STAR" which i bought at "Lovely Lace" and I usually only have RM2 dalam tu as duit belanja..
I miss being Intan Si pendek..
I miss being the happy loser that I was..
I miss being Intan yang duduk sebelah Abry..
I miss going over and stay back petang2 dekat rumah Abry..
I miss waiting for people at LRT Wangsa Maju bile weekend datang sebab kite plan dari hari Rabu hari tu nak pergi KLCC..
I miss naik kereta Wira Hitam yang air-con rosak time balik dari LRT station wangsa maju dengan abang and on the way balik kene beli telur 20 biji dekat pasar mini dekat jalan J..
I miss KK YAP..
I miss Medan Baru and Medan Lama..
I miss bragging about my handsome brothers to people who actually know my brothers..

I miss that moment in time..when all of that was the present life..when all of that happened every week..

Hating the world and loving it

This piece of writing is directed to people other than YOU GUYS..


Never thought i'd be a cynic or a pessimist...
But..the world is over rated..or at least the people in it are..
YES..people are over-rated..their kindness..their loyalty..their decency..their trustworthiness..
PEOPLE SUCK..
And thats the truth

ONE fewuwuh. Im having my Internet Programming final paper on this coming SUNDAY. Its sunday, where everyone should enjoy the holiday, while Im having by big examination. Yes, I should be studying right now but Im tired with those stupid codes! It really giving me a big headache. I've had enough. My big question is, why oh why I need to learn this subject! (stupid uitm!)

TWO Oh I really miss our 'gigi besar', Its like seriously miss her,I need her! never heard from her for quite a long time jugak, n all of you, of course. Those old days that we used to have, but now it all changed.


THREE you guys are the coolest friend ever,AGAIN,Im telling this.Therefor, Im sorry I have to say this, Im not looking foward for hanging out with you guys this coming holiday, because I really wanna be with me.You guys are the BEST thing for me,and for that, I want to give the BEST of me to all you,because right now I feel I am bad,horible friend ever. I even cant give my hand when one of you are in trouble. Im sux. So, I need little time to bring out the BEST in me,so I could give that to all of you.Im sorry, again.


FOUR I really miss my boyfie, I cant deal with it. I know, today's technology is way too perfect to deal with this feelings, but its the feelings that you have to keep it for yourself,at some point! naahhhh, I just miss him

Bad,
J

CONTACT LIST

I think its best if you guys list down ur phone number so that in the event that I wanna call you guys..I can..
My phone samsung yang dibangga2kan telah mati..sigh so yeah gimme ur phone numbers :)

Love,
Miss Lipas

changes we don't like it we fear it but we can't stop it from coming we either adapt to changes or we get left behind it hurts to grow anybody who tell you it doesn't they're lying.... and sometimes..changes is good sometimes changes is..everything...

-bHh-

FROWN..GONE

Hahaha..
guess I kinda blew my cover..dont know what tipped you off though..but serious..happy giler L...ahahahaha..
Sigh..thanks..I totally needed to hear that..I mean, I didnt really know that I did..but for some reason after reading that post..i feel a WHOLE lot better..
I love you guys..and thats that!

-Miss Lipas-

hello world!

yes L, thats right! the point of writing here is to share with each other and confuse the world about our identity but now it seems that w're confusing each other and im not sure if the world even cares. boohoo. =P

anyway, here are some updates on mua.

1. im currently on holiday. the semester just ended and i think i didnt do good this semester. serve me right for not preparing myself. main saja, lepastu dah menyesal. ok, habis.

2. is very much in love with the boyfriend. sometimes it feels like a dream. =P

3. has a married brother. he got married last weekend. the majlis bersanding lambat lagi (feb or march next year kot?) and all of you gadis are invited. i'll spill the details later since things have yet to be cleared even between us families.

4. feel sad on behalf of 'yang semakin lost' for feeling what she felt. im so sorry. seriously, tak sedar pun ada yang sedih semasa kita bergembira haritu. everyone was smiling and laughing. maaf kamu. =(

5. sedikit tertekan for the girls yang mengalami pelbagai dugaan. girls, life is full of bumps. you'll never know when you're going to trip on one of them. i think i've tripped dalam setiap 1 dari 3 halangan yang came smacking on my face. yes, there are bruises and scars but those are the things that make us stronger and more matured. we learn more when we fall compared to when things fall on its place. because on my opinion, when things we want come with ease, they will be easily forgotten. and please remember, there are others who suffer more than what we have to go through.

6. has started playing guitar after taking quite a long break. tak reti tune guitar so tak boleh nak main. kesian kan? btw, kak yong, lets form a band HAHAHA! 8P

7. is actually wondering 'L' who? sorry L, serious tak dapat teka.

8. says syabas to siapa yang tukar background. rajin sungguh kamu. =D

erm, what more? i think those are all for now. take care my girls.

lots of love,

h.h

Smiley smiley , turn those frowns upside down

It seems like everybody stop putting down their initial. Well, kamon people,how am i suppose to know who write what?
Coz then, there's no point of sharing right?

If no one wanna put their initials down, then i will do something about it. Dont temp me people, i will!

haha, on lighter notes.
I know what r u feeling INTAN, see, im starting doing something about it already. :D
I hope u are ok, im sorry i been off lately because... tadaaaaa!!!! I went to penang!
For holidays with 3 of my closest friend.*since everyone like bragging they have other friends i want too*

I was the most fun i have since i start this sem. Coz im exhausted with this sem. Yes, i have few fren in fact so few i can count them with just one hand. But, this 3 are amazing and i wud love to travel more with them. We stay at budget guest house beside the beach and lay on the beach until sunset. it was amazing. i feel at peace and ready to take on the world. yeahhh come on shit head gimme what u got!!!

ok im soo off topic. again intan sayang. i know u must feel tons on stress, i wait for u to be online ok? we chat. or u can always call. i can too but my phone been barred . :)

Keep ur heads up people because you guys dunt need to rely on "gadis" to make u feel better. its u. but it always help to have little angel by ur ym 24hours for ur whinning. thanx intan. now im ready for urs. im aaaallllll oppeennnn baaayyy beeeehhh.

Dunt u all just feeling a tad happy with my happy blog? come on, tell me the truth, i know u doooo.. *clown face*


i love u all. God bless

sumpah rasa macam miss world tengah bertanding, gila happy entry ni. haha

my new initial.

- L -

Siapa Saya

Wow, agak sudah berkurun saya tidak baca blog ini, nmpaknye saya ketinggalan sedikit.

PERTAMA : kak yong berasa bangga kerana dapat menyatukan rakan2 pada hari raya hari itu, tp malangnya saya tidak dapat selalu join kamu semua sehingga tali perut tercabut kerana HEHEHEHEHE (tersipu). Terima kasih tak terhingga kerana kamu semua dapat menghadirkan diri (sedapkan kerepek lada hitam tu?hihi)

KEDUA : Saya hanya boleh bersuara sebulat di blog ini, kerana saya percaya bahawa kawan-kawan sebenar saya shj yang tahu dan memahami diri saya yang sebenar, bukan orang2 yang berada di sekeliling saya sekarang, mereka KOLOT!

Kawan2, saya belum bersedia menjadi diri saya yang kamu semua sudah biasa. Saya mahu berhenti menjadi seperti itu, kerana saya sedar, itu bukan saya. Saya mahu menjadi diri saya yang sebenar! (Muka celaru)

saya memang celaru

LETME SPEAK

BEEN one hell of a week for me..In fact one hell of a semester too..
I'm not talking just about school..Although that too has been a pain in the neck..
I don't know is it that I've been slacking off/allowing myself to relax a bit..?
But anyways, yeah, this semester has a lot going on..
It aint boring..yeah I'll give you that but it sure as hell is tiring to keep having to just face it and trying to please everyone but at the same time not wanting to be treated like a doormat..
SO many conflicts..
I go to class and I have stupid tiny fights with the lovely boyfriend..
I come back to my apartment and there's conflict there too..
I call back home and there's conflict there too..

I dont know why but I have so many things that I consider to be problems:

Prob 1: Thanksgiving break..
I want to go to Michigan so that I could see my best friend whom I have not seen for a very long time..and at first everything was settled..a whole group of girls are going so Im just gonna hitch a ride with them..
But then one of them cannot go, and now the whole plan is hanging..I could still go with either 1)my boyfriend 2)my girlie like friend who's a boy.. 3)This one is a bit complicated.. URGH
Going with the bf would be cool..but then where is he gonna sleep? and there's like this tension going on between him and my other best friend that wud be coming along.. and if I choose to go with choice number 2, my other best friend might be uncomfortable with the people in that car..and choice number 3 is complicated..the other best friend knows and has this new best friend who could give us a ride..but if she were going with that guy..i wudnt wanna go with her..so I was thinking if SHE wanted to go with him 1st..I could go with my bf..and Id have to worry about where he'd be sleeping but that can be figured out.. I think..

Problem 2: Work
It's kinda taking a toll on my life..Well not that much..but I dont know, the long hours is starting to get me..Just in a way that I miss my housemates and friends and my boyfriend when I go to work..and you know how much I HATE being left out of things..but i need the job..cuz going back this summer is the most important thing EVER..

Problem 3: Flight back home
It is DAMN expensive and i am DAMN broke..stupid flight ticket..Im saving money but at the same time Im still kinda stressed out!!

Problem 4: Apartment Drama
This tension between best friends/drifting apart best friends/housemates is getting to me..At times I'm annoyed..times im hurt..times Im angry..times I just want things to be better..Times I just want her to be who she was..or who I thought she was..U know being ditched is the worst feeling ever..sigh

Problem 5: Problem at HOME SWEET HOME
Too personal to be explained here..

Problem 6: I MISS MY HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS AKA MY REAL BEST FRIENDS

Am I making these problems up? You know what dont answer that..

gloomy day

yesterday:

raining...
i have the most awful test ever!damn that test!
i've arranged a post-moterm for the committee of our annual dinner that evening.
at first everybody were having fun, eating at pizza hut n laughing.reaching the end, the session became my worst nigthmare.our program director was angry and annoyed at 1 of the committee member then he started to yell n maki2 rakus.everybody was shocked.the worst part is he partly blamed me because i arranged that session "sambil lewa".ok fine maybe i did.everybody was so damn busy with tests n presentation.whatever la.the point is...our happy makan2 bergelak ketawa hebat moments was over.haih..

today:

raining
i feel quite alone today.early in the morning went to dancing practice.right now i'm missing my friends n family.i'm having my finals in 2 weeks time.gosh!sumpah takut gile.and i really am missing this one person a lot.right now he's on the way to venezuela.man..another 7 months til he's back in malaysia.i really2 miss him =(

tomorrow:

raining...i guess...
i'll be having my dancing test.wish me luck!
then i'll be going to nabel's house with shameera and abry.
looking forward to that actually =)
then i'll just continue on with my life as a full time nerd...
kinda used to it already.darn..
hahaha..

i miss u people a lot =)

til then.....

Hari Raya

"Hari raya semua bagai nak gila!"

lamina lucida

Reaction Post

Since you guys are know making a specific blog post as comments to another blog post guess I should join the trend..ahaha..
Anyhow this is MY take on the Hari Raya Suram post..
When I first read it, I felt sucky..for her..
I mean its RAYA...
Some may think, how could she feel like this on raya??
But it happens. It happened to me. It happened to her. It could happen to anybody. It's weird but very once in a while something like this happens to all of us..that feeling of loneliness..of being there but not really there..of being there but not IN there..You laugh..but inside there's this feeling tugging in within your soul..
It's no one's fault..I mean, there is nothing wrong with the place. nothing wrong with the time, nothing wrong with the company, and there is no wrong in that person feeling that way..
We all have our moments, our downfalls. And here's the thing, we don't get to choose where or when or with who that happens..

Sometimes we feel the way we feel just because we feel that way..
Some people may not be able to comprehend that..and most of the time people don't..

But fear not my kawan "yang semakin lost"..
IM here for you..
If you're feeling SHITTY..I WILL CHEER you up..
If you're feeling CRAPPY.. I WILL UNCRAPPY-NIZE you..
And if you're feeling LONELY..just think of me and know that you'll never be truly lonely because I will always be there for you

Begitu lah Raya

hello to all my favourite girls =)

1st of all i wanna wish u guys Selamat Hari Raya!!!
ingin diri ku yg serba tidak sempurna ini memohon maaf ats semua kesilapan dan kekurangan..
rasa sungguh seronok dapat berjumpa kalian semua di rumah kak yong hari tu..
mungkin diri ku terlalu seronok sehingga terabaikan seorang rakan.kepada 'yang semakin lost'..maafkan diri ku..sesungguhnya tidak ku sedari yg kamu berasa begitu..mungkin perasaan gamat dan kecoh pada masa itu membuat ku lupa diri..

sesungguhnya, ini lah yang paling kita semua takuti,perasaan tak fit in lagi bersama rakan yang sudah lama kita kenali.diriku tidak mahu sesiapa antara kita merasakan begitu.berkenaan jurusan dan berbincang mengenai perkara intelektual.mungkin benar bak kata penulis post sebelum ini,semua hanya ingin menceritakan perihal diri masing2 lagipun x silap haritu kita banyak mengarut dan gelak sampai terbukak baju kebaya seseorang tu (ehem2) lagipun mungkin ini juga salah kami kerana jarang mengepost berita diri di blog dan mengakibatkan ada segelintir pihak yang tak tahu sape boyfriend sape.sape bestfriend sape. di harap pada perjumpaan kita di kemudian hari tiada lagi perasaan ini. diriku percaya yang semua orang sayang dan tak berniat nak menimbulkan perasaan seperti itu kepada "yang semakin lost" . kami sayaaaaaang kamu =)

minggu depan diri ku bakal menghadapi 6 test oleh itu WISH ME LUCK!!!
takut feat nervous yang melampau.btw, semalam merupakan dinner bagi course diri ku. bagi yg tidak mengetahui nya diri ku merupakan asst program director. macam nak gila handle dinner rupanya.cissss.tapi syukur alhamdulillah kerana dinner semalam berjalan lancar.yang menariknya diri ku di nobat kan sebagai QUEEN OF THE NIGHT!!!*tepukan gemuruh*
sungguh tak di sangka.akan ku upload kan gambar di myspace buat tatapan kamu semua yea =)

sampai sini sahaja lah bebelan ku.bila ada masa terluang akan ku luangkan untuk membebel lebih rakus.kamu semua..Good luck!dah nak final.that means cuti pun dekat.maksudnya..masa untuk kita berjumpa lagi pun dekat...
sayang korg semua =)

-bHh-

"Raya Sebenar Raya"

salam,
to 'yg semakin lost'

jgn la ckp cm2 coz xde sorng pon di kalangan kami yg rse cm2. sme org ari 2 cm beraye rakus sambil makan berkali-kali ganda diselangi gelak tawa yang membuatkan usus berputar 360 darjah ala roda impian.

mengapa perlu mempertikaikan perbezaan jurusan masing2 sedangkan setiap individu patut berbangga dengan jurusan yang diambil tidak kira apa jua yang diambilnya. setiap jurusan mempunyai keistimewaan masing2 dan kita patut bersyukur kerana kita pakar dalam bidang yang kita ambil yakni hanya kita yang mampu membuatnya. maka setiap orang mempunyai keistimewaan dalam setiap bidang yang diceburi kerana dia sahaja yang mempunyai kemampuan dalam bidang itu.
"TO CLIMB STEEP HILL REQUIRES A SLOW PACE AT FIRST"
- William Shakespeare

bercerita tentang masa depan, setiap orang mampu merancang masa depan sendiri dan ape yang mahu dikecapinya kelak tidak kira apa sekali jurusan yang kita ambil. 'kita yang merancang masa depan bukan masa depan yang merancang kita'. tidak semestinya orang yang mengambil jurusan yang hebat mempunyai masa depan yang hebat kerana ini semua bergantung pada apa yang kita usahakan sekarang.manusia merancang Allah SWT menentukan. jika 1)kita tahu apa yang sedang kita lakukan sekarang, 2)usahakan apa yang kita pelajari dan 3)tahu matlamat hidup, insyaAllah kita akan berjaya dan sebaliknya. "PERANCANGAN HARI INI MENJADI PENENTU MASA DEPAN"


isu gadis2 membincangkan topik jurusan masing2 dan perkara lain yang orang lain tidak ketahui tidak pernah timbul kerana pada hati bersejarah itu semuanya berborak tentang raya dan benda2 yang ntah ape kejadahnye dan semua orang pon obscene!. contohnya:
makan sambil borak dengan kadar yang hebat sambil makanan tersembur-sembur...
berebut-rebut kek cawan yang berwarna-warni ala pelangi...
membuat aksi2 yang sangat peluh besar.Teng!...
bergelak sambil bantai2 orang sebelah...
makan kerepek kentang lada hitam sebanyak beberapa balang...
mengambil gambar sambil posing 'mangga'...
dan yang seangkatan dengannye
"CHARACTER IS HIGHER THAN INTELLECT. A GREAT SOUL WIL BE STRONG TO LIVE AS WELL AS STRONG TO THINK"
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

mungkin ada beberapa topik yang diceritakan pada masa itu iaitu mengenai jurusan masing2 agak berbeza dengan jurusan orang lain, namun itu adalah hanya perkongsian maklumat sahaja dan tidak ada maksud lain.
"THE ESSENTIAL THING IS NOT KNOWLEDGE BUT CHARACTER"
- Joseph Le Conte

maka, jika tersalah bahasa, terguris, terasa, maaf dipinta. setiap manusia mempunyai kekurangan dan kelebihan masing2.sekejap di atas sekejap di bawah.
"A PERSON WHO NEVER MADE A MISTAKE NEVER TRIES ANYTHING NEW"
- Albert Einstein

akhir sekali, berbalas kepada "Hari Raya Suram", renungkanlah,
"Raya Sebenar Raya":
sebuah hadith Nabi yang diriwayatkan oleh Anas bin Malik, berkaitan dengan konsep 'hari raya' yang lebih luas. menurutnya, Nabi Muhammad SAW bersabda hari raya yang sebenarnya bagi orang beriman itu ada pada 5 keadaan :-
i)setiap hari ia berjalan dan bertemu seorang yang beriman serta ia tidak melkukan sebarang dosa, itu adalah hari raya baginya
ii)hari keluarnya dari dunia dengan panuh keimanan dari tipu daya syaitan
iii)hari menyeberang Siratl Mustakim dan terselamatdari bencana jatuh ke dalam api neraka
iv)hari kita masuk syurga dengan selamat dan lepas dari api neraka
v)hari iamenatap wajah Allah Ta'ala

kapada ahli2 BETA, love you always
"CLOSEE FRIEND LOVES YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE NOT WHAT THEY WANT YOU TO BE"
- Ted Rall

Hari Raya Suram

It been a rocking raya.

Hello semua,
Terima kasih for the gathering at Kak yong's house. It's always great to see you guys and chat.
Maaf lah sebab pulang awal. The feeling out of place creeps through my veins as i look around.
Terasa seperti fish out of water. Tak tahu fit in dimana. Satu benda pun tak paham apa yang di borak kan. terasa diri dah asing dari sekalian.
Lebih-lebih lagi dari dulu terasa bodoh kerana mengambil jurusan yang tak setanding kalian semua.
Atas dasar panic, ku pulang dulu sebelum kalian mula bercakap pasal study dan masa depan or apa2 yang bijak pandai. ku sedar bahawa ku sorang saja yang mengambil jurusan yang tak pro. Dan ku juga tak mampu hold a conversation. dan ku juga yang paling lucah dan obscene.

Jadi kalian maaf kan lah ku untuk tidak stay lama.
Rasa tak fit in dan lost dikalangan kamu semua.
Rasa rendah diri dan malu kerana tak tahu satu benda pun pasal kehidupan kalian sekarang.
Siapa boyfriend sapa, sapa best friend , siapa K tau H atau bubu, atau kuku, kahwin tunang, suma ku tak tahu.
Kalian suma seperti sudah paired up.

Maaf sekali lagi.

selamat hari raya.

-Yang sudah semakin lost-

gathering di Hari Raya

Gadis sekalian, tiba masa kita berkumpul pada Hari Raya yang mulia ini

Hari : Sabtu

Tempat : Rumah saya. Tau kan kat mane, if taktau kamu bukan gadisku. haha. kidding

Masa: Lunch onwards. faham tak pkol brape?

Pakaian: Baju raya

Gadis2 diwajibkan hadir! Wajib ye. kecuali miss lipas!
miss lipas cant get any closer to u, rase cm nak pinjam je pintu doremon. Hehe

k a k y o n g

Lusa dah nak raya

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin diucapkan kepada rakan2 sekalian..
Macam dah terlambat tapi sesiapa yang ingin hantar kad raya kepada saya silakan :)
Hahahaha..
Anyways, yeah..Selamat Hari Raya hope you guys have a good one.

Sekian
Miss Lipas

Sudah tiba masanya.....

..........ku BALIK juga!!!!yeay2~ balik umah!yeah!~ balik umah!yeaah~!!! yahOooooo~~~

Jangan lupa,nantikan kepulanganku pada:


hari : Jumaat

masa:3pm (tiket bus mara liner dr Johor) - agak2 dlm 7.30-8pm sampai di pudu

Agenda: sape2 mahu mengambil saya??bolehla kita berbuka puasa sama2~hehe...


tp yang sedih tu....berbuka kat kL lambat!!!aiyak! da biase buka kat joho 7.05pm camtu...balik kL kner sabar skiyt la...tp xpe~hehe..fyi,kte blk kg johor mlm raya until raya kedua! then...ayuh kwn2!!! kte beraya di kL!!! yeaahH!!

menanti detik2 kepulangan,
-si gG besar-

penipukah saya?

hai kawan-kawan. rindu kamu. tapi kadang-kadang terlintas di kepala, percayakah kamu semua bila dikatakan saya rindu kamu? sebabnya, im always not around when you guys are spending time together. not that i dont want to. cuma masa tidak mengizinkan.

kadang-kadang kecewa juga. dan rasa rugi. sebab missed out on fun stuffs. i dont have many friends yang se'sempoi' dan segila korang. well, to be honest, i dont have many friends, period.

the point i want to stress on kat sini ialah, kamu semua dirindui and that comes from my heart. walau kita jarang bersama, i think im comfortable around you girls and i really feel accepted. ini sekadar luahan hati, i dont think i've ever done this before. letting you guys know how i truly feel. sebabnya, saya seorang pendiam. dan saya kurang pandai mengekspresi diri. tengok cerita ekspresi laman kat channel ria tu lagi lah, tak minat langsung. ok, now dah melalut.

sedikit lagi luahan hati. saya rindu dia. dia, si boypren. macam mana ni, kawan-kawan jauh, boypren lagi jauh. sedih! cepat lah sem break. i want to have a life and not spend my days alone kat rumah. yes yes, im alone kat rumah most of the time. ye lah, tinggal berdua dengan kakak dan si kakak rajin merayap. sadis kan hidup ku ini? tolong lah bersimpati.

kehidupan college. i have two close friends there. tapi sorang nak tukar course sem depan makanya, kawan yang dua akan tinggal satu. uni life for me, it's all about studying. not to say i study all the time! study bila tiba masa exam atau test, busy bila assignments hampir due. itu je lah! lain masa, sorang di rumah. social life ku sucks. seriously. i dont know how to make friends. i dont know, maybe talking to people is easy but that's just it. lepastu kembali seorang. tapi bila fikir balik, i now have few other friends di kelas dan friends yang menjadi groupmates for assignment. korang ada solution tak macam mana nak ada more friends? i want those who are there untuk lepak bersama. supaya tak rasa lonely. please bagi solution! oh, tapi saya tahu salah satu problem yang perlu ditangani, saya harus rajin keluar. baru selalu lepak dengan kawan. masalahnya, kebanyakan mereka di Cyber and im way di tempat lain. takes me 15mins just to get to uni. jadi bila tiba-tiba dorang rasa nak keluar minum or something, saya tak join. mau tak nya, pergi sana 15mins, sampai-sampai lepak berapa minit je dan semua dah nak balik. kan tak best? pastu activity uni pun tak dijoin atas sebab yang sama. and please consider duit minyak ku adalah duit makan jua. jadi harus berjimat sedikit atau pilih untuk kebulur. i vote makan! huhu.

wah. pandai juga saya menulis. please do response to those questions i have for korang. help me out here ya! for now, saya hanya menunggu masa berlalu, with a hope that i'll get more chance to spend time with you girls soon. sayang kamu girlfriends! =)

Sumpah hari ini..sangat rindu korang..
SIGH..
So what have i been doing to alleviate this feeling?
I've been checking friendster out..carik kot2 ada kat friendster sapa2 gambar2 of us..
Lepas tu tibe2 teringat..NAK GAMBAR YANG DEKAT BBQ RUMAH MIERA!!!!!!!!!!
AND TIME MAKAN CENDOL DEKAT TAMAN MELAWATI...yang masa tu lydia tak bayar lepas tu terus balik..ahahaha
Anyways..god Im not kidding when I say that I seriously miss you guys!!!!!!!!!!

skema enough?

Salam,

.Oh kehidupan college memang sangat memudaratkan, sehingga saya tiada masa lapang langsung untuk meluangkan diri menulis curahan hati disini. Saya fikir rakan sekalian pon begitu juga bukan? Saya teringin benar mendengar kabar serta gosip-gosip terhangat dari rakan-rakan sekalian. Saya sangat berharap rakan-rakan semua dapat meluangkan sedikit masa kat blog ni, menulis(menaip la sebenanye) sedikit sebanyak tentang diri rakan-rakan di kehidupan 'college'.

.Oh yah sebelum saya meneruskan lagi, saya ingin bersedekah Al-fatihah atas pemergian ibunda Nurul Hidayah Mohd Jamel(tak sangka saya masih ingat nama penuh beliau =D ) atau dikenali sebagai Dd. Saya tak dapat hadir pada hari pemergian Arwah, kerana saya pada hari tersebut saya berada dalam lab meneruskan perjuangan kat projek sains saya. Semoga Arwah Ibunda Hidayah dicucuri Rahmat.

.Baiklah rakan, banyak sangat kisah-kisah yang terjadi sepanjang saya menjalani kehidupan saya di sini, saya hadapi dengan tabah, dan saya ,mengambil nasihat-nasihat dari rakan sekalian untuk 'mengabahkan' diri. Oh untuk pertama kali saya mendapat 9/27 dalam Test 2(bio) kerana pada hari saya mengambil Test tersebut saya berada dalam jiwa yang sangat lemah. Ada konflik di situ, 2 hari berturut saya bertelingkah dengan 'housemate' kerana saya tidak sabar dengan perangai perempuan itu. Perempuan itu sangat menjengkelka, dia seorang yang sangat pengotor,(kalau mkn mcm babi.Babi pon pandai bersihkan diri lepas makan, mcm tu la kedasyatan pengotornya) dan apabila ditegur mengenai sikapnya itu, dia tidak dapat menerimanya. Kejadian itu memberi effect yang sangat mendalam kepada jiwa saya.habes. Oh tidak lupa, hubungan saya dan khai(Encik Unta) baik, tapi kami kurang komunikasi dan komitmen ='( .sedih. Tapi kami baik-baik. Kami ibarat merpati dua sejoli tapi satu merpati kat timur satu lagi kat barat. Dapat gambarkan tak? hihi. Saya selalu bertanya diri sendiri 'how can I love him so much, and didnt know how to love him?' aha.! weird. Any experience? .habes.

owwaits dearest, thats just it. Hope I can hear from you(s) soon. Happy fasting =D

kakyong

kawan-kawan.

i would like to take this opportunity untuk bermaaf-maafan sama kamu semua kalau-kalau ada tersalah selama kita berkawan. ye lah, ni kan bulan yang mulia. orang cakap kalau nak berkat puasa, kena minta maaf dengan orang-orang sekeliling. makanya, saya minta maaf sama kamu. maafkan apa-apa kesilapan ye! sayang kamu semua and selamat berpuasa!! =)

-hidup.hectic

Miss lipas is in the states

Hello!!!!!!
Thank god to write a blog you don't need your voice..
Because the lipas dah hilang suara..ahahaha..
Too much crying and not enough water can do that to you..
Sigh..I swear I miss you guys already..
Its weird I somehow feel like this is a different life..
Maybe because I aint that person that I was when I was with you guys..
Maybe because I aint myself anymore now that Im here..
So many people to act polite to..
Not enough people that I can be honest to..
Im already counting the days when Id be back with you guys..

Thanks so much to those who sent me off..
I kinda just fell apart when the family left..
Couldnt have been able to pull it all together without you guys there..
THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH..

-Miss Lipas-
p/s : whats with the demerits????..AHAHHAA

pieces that fit

Walau jauh dimata, tapi di hati tak pernah meninggalkan, walau sedikit (sungguhpun ia sebesar kuman) kealpaan terhadap rakan-rakan terchenta. Miss Lipas mmg tepat dan jitu, qualiti yang patut dinilai, bukan quantiti. Memang masa mencemburui kite semua. Walau sekejap, kita dapat bersama, tapi memori yang ada, takkan pernah dilupakan, gelak-tawa, duka, kegirangan, semua kita kongsi bersama. Diharap, rakan sekalian dapat "cherish" (bahasa melayu ape eh) our moment and tighten our friendship, (ha kan da english) sepadat-padat tanah yang dipadatkan dengan oksigen (apekah?)
Before we all go back to our "life", i would like to say a few things to all of you :-
1) Moment kat cendol sgt menggirangkan, sehingga saya menitiskan air mata, bergelak rakus dengan korg semua. Terima kasih tak terhingga kerana mengembalikan sinaran cahaya, yang bersilau-silau gitu. (gelak)

To watak utama (time kat Msia shj,sape lagi,Lipas):-
"Selamat kembali ke Amerika syarikat,semoga anda bergembira tanpa kami disisi,saya pasti akan merindui anda. Really thx for the friendship and appreciate it. Dont stop blogging eh."
To budak hilang hfon :-
"Thx so much for being a really good friend of mine, you deserve to have all of this,good life,cz ur include in a circle of kind people. Your the best thing that happen to me. And much much thx bcz ur always at my back and ur not tired of doing that. Seriously,I cant forget that ur phrase 'leyh zqa,ur like my kakak(err sape lagi tue) ' tu sgt sweet la. I luf u. And plz be strong yeah."
To QB (figure it out) :-
"Pada pendapat saya, saya perlu membaiki lagi hubungan kita(ni bukan percakapan gay ok) supaya menjadi lebih akrab gitu,mungkin masa tak mengizinkan,tapi saya nak kawan dgn kamu sehingga akhir nafas saya. Saya mmg sayang kamu."
To Gigi Besar :-
"Awak mmg terbaik, dan asli (apekah?). Teruskan kehidupan Gay awak tu (hahaha), sebab awak bukan gay asli pon.(hahaha). Sayang!"
To Hidup hectic :-
"Saya juga rase saya patot membaiki hubungan dengan anda,dan masa mmg mencemburui kita. Saya akan berusaha untuk buat tu semua, dan itu janji saya. Sayang."
To Lybido (abaikan maksudnya) :-
"Kamu juga terbaik, saya hargai persahabatan kita,kita mmg jarang berbincang hati ke hati, tapi saya pon nak cuba baiki tu,supaya kita lagi rapat.Kan.Sayang"
To mereka yang paling jarang dan susah untuk lepakkan diri kerana kehidupan d Cyber(tak termasuk QB):-
"Aneh, saya nak anda 'be strong',dan terima kenyataan bahawa 'people change' (walau pada dasarnya saya mmg tak dpat langsung nak terima kenyataan itu),itu adalah fasa kehidupan,dan saya pon rasa saya patot baiki hubungan dengan kamu supaya jadi lebih akrab. Budak baru dapat kereta putih,saya rindu lah kamu, marilah bercanda(erk?)
To chipsmore :-
"Saya juga perlu membaiki lagi hubungan bersama kamu supaya ada keakraban di situ. Sayang."

Terima kasih. Diharap kesilapan kat sini dpt diampunkan ye,kerna mungkin ada kesalahan teknikal.Sayang.

k a k y o n g

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Jabat tanganku, mungkin untuk yang terakhir kali
Kita berbincang tentang memori di masa itu
Peluk tubuhku usapkan juga air mataku
Kita terharu seakan tidak bertemu lagi

Bersenang-senanglah
Karna hari ini yang kan kita rindukan
Di hari nanti sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan
Bersenang-senanglah
Karna waktu ini yang 'kan kita banggakan di hari tua

Sampai jumpa kawanku
S'moga kita selalu
Menjadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan
Sampai jumpa kawanku
S'moga kita selalu
Menjadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan

Bersenang-senanglah
Kar'na hari ini yang 'kan kita rindukan
Di hari nanti...

Mungkin diriku masih ingin bersama kalian
Mungkin jiwaku masih haus sanjungan kalian

THIS IS THE LIPAS

I'm feeling rather nostalgic..today was great..yeah sure we didnt hang out that long,
but its all about QUALITY and NOT quantity..
I'm gonna miss this sense of belonging and easiness..
Because when I'm with you guys I know I can get away with anything like:

Makan cendol and then x bayar (pointing at lydia)
Gelak kuat2 macam giler ( pointing at myself and all of y'all)
Makan banyak ( pointing at myself and lydia...and eg)
"Liking" girls and "liking" both (pointing at eg and ziqah. I quote, "Dulu kan kite bisexual" (Ziqah, 5.40pm, Kedai cendol), "OOOOOoooh~, perempuan~" (Eg, 5.10pm, dalam kereta) )
Talking about hingus and flem and butts while there's food on the table ( pointing at Yana)
Talking about teeth (pointing at Ayin)
Gelak rakus sampai nak terjatuh kerusi (pointing at Ayin)


It doesnt matter..because I know you guys will still accept me no matter how much of a freak I am..
And that is real friendship..
To find happiness in this sea of freakiness

I would like to take this opportunity to thank all of y'all for making it today
I would like to thank EG for picking me up
I would like to thank Yana for driving me back and coming back for the weekend :)
I would like to thank JAJA for the cupcakes :)
And of course thank you to the Malaysian Education system sebab bagi cuti dekat budak2 UITM :)

Harap-harap you people aint too busy with school sampai x bukak this blog:
Ill get right to business.

i'm leaving HARI SELASA, AUGUST 19th..
Isnin will be the last day that Im at home..so feel free to drop by on that day..
No big plans just hang out and laugh our heads off and will probably order in some food..

Im really sad that im leaving.
Im at lost for words.

Sigh :(

OH! For those of you who are around on SATURDAY PETANG..marilah bersama sama bercendolan (that sounds awfully wrong)..ahaha..


*i dunno how you guys buat font color2*

so much for that..cis!

hey girlss =)

guess what..i confront my bestfriend..and he said he doesn't care if he hurt my feelings..
yeap2..and his expression..man..u don't even wanna know..

some of u might said stop taking crap from him anymore.but he's my bestfriend kot.
damn this complicated situation.but i think maybe he's not being himself like some of u said.and yeah let time tells everything.so i'll wait!!

other than that..tomorrow i have an interview for my lab report..takut sgt.hopefully everything will b fine =S

miss u girls =)
and missing this special someone too =((

-bHh-

Cuba teka..

DAH GEMOKKKK!!!!



BABIIII!! BAABIII!!!!

yeah~ i'm here~

hallo guys~ sorry sgt2 la mmg agak senyap since blk utm ni...bkn ape, mmg nk dpt wifi kat blk mmg la sgt terslow!~ n ni pun kebtOlan laju plak wifi ni...huhu...sOry once again to all of u...agak terkezut+sedih biler bace u guys pnya post br2 ni~sgt la touchin'...tu pun kat lab mase class bi!xsempat nak reply...i tot da sem baru ni sumenya dpt start br but...not all of us dpt buat tu sume rite~ sume ade mslh masing2...me toO...nway, jGn la sedih2!!! nak cuti ni!! jOm berOnggeng wei!!! tp duit tarak la~ jOm lpak jln J!!heheh...

btw, im very2 sOrry to hidup.hectic coz lambat sgt2 wish bday kamu...nak ku salahkan hanphone br ni xwat alarm....xjgak~ coz septtnya ingat ur bufday!huhu...my fault~ sOrry once again....about 's' bkn nme sbnar tu...i still contact2 wif her...n pls la jgn salah pham~ korg xpham situation sbnar~ n xsangka bnde ni pun jd 'isu' ye~ salah ke if kwn ngan die?salah ke if rapat ngan die??i knoe d point are she is a GIRL n she is my new friend...rite??bkn nak ckp ape...bende yg menyatukan kte sume adalah sOfbol~begitu jgak dgn 's' bkn nme sbnar tu....n pls jgn ingat kte lupe kan kOrg sume~ NO! definately BKN! miss u guys~


dlm dilema,
-si gG besar-

earth is calling for si gigi besar

hi people. anyone heard any news from si gigi besar? she's been damn quiet. too busy with "s" bukan nama sbnr ke? biar betul budak sorg nih. u know the "s" yg di text sampai jam 4pagi tu.

worried,
-hidup.hectic

I'm sorry...

Hey Girls...

i'm sorry,i've been so quiet these few weeks..man i'm so freaking busy and not to mention stressed!!!!!!!

u people are wonderful, bila baca post korang cam boleh buat nanges tau =,(

its been a month i'm here and life didn't treat me that well..this semester everything sucks..i have tons of lab reports to submit..lecturers are giving me the hardest time with all their nonsense requirement and assignments..it's like everything is not enough for them...well, i'm trying my best and hopefully my hardwork would pay off...

as for social life..its harder..my bestfriend suddenly changed..he's been treating me like crap and makes me feel like crap most of the time..sedey gle!!! dulu,whenever i want to cry i can cry to him, he would comfort and help me out...
now, he just ignores me and gave me rude comments and stuff...
maybe its just me or he changed or he was just being emotional at that time..
plus i don't have anybody else here who understands me like he does..
why is he being like everybody else here...
crap....
hopefully things will get better in a few days...
he;s my bestfriend and i love him.. don't want to lose him for sure..
but life is unpredictable kan...

so u see girls..
i'm trying my hardest to live a happy life
to enjoy life to bits
but life keeps bringing me down
especially here...
whatever it is i l0ve u guys a lot
and even if i'm being quiet it doesn't mean u guys are forgotten..
i love you special wonderful people!
always and forever.
=,)

I miss you Girlfriends ='(

As Miss Lipas (i gez) wrote,
ask yourself,
how much do you love your friends? my answer would be, i totally love my friends(esp u guys) i cant afford to lose all of you,n you all that i have.Its like,between my 'encik unte' n my friends,i will choose my friends.
do they really matter?It does matter, even if its as tiny as micro!
okay, answer this...
why do you love them that much?my friends are the best thing that happened to me,i dont have anyone else,even when i grow up,i bet i cannot find 'the heart' like my friends.Oh yah,i quote from 'budak hilang handphone' when im with u guys, im ME!thats really true.I can only be ME,when im with u girls.Probably its because i've known my friends since high school and i totally appreciate this friendship.

Well,as you all know, people are getting weird day by day. I, myself didnt understand why people didnt even notice the ethics of LIFE! and I am surrounded with those environment. My college life is way too tough. I didnt enjoy my life so much as I have to fake everything including my smile. Its not that i cannot adapt with those 'things'. Its the people here, and thats what matter! Now, im starting to be quiet person, as I get less communication with those people. Naahh, they're just too dangerous to have a chat with. seriously! and they're extremely hypocrate! Seriously! Therefore, to live here, is to focus ONLY on my studies, and achieve what Im aim for. And thats it. I cant wait for the next holiday so I can be myself and chill with my girlfriends.

feeling extra extra sad,
k a k y o n g

So I was sitting around in my room last night..listening to John Mayer songs...I was cleaning up my room and for the umpteenth time I look back at that pink notebook with a big heart drawn on it, that some amazing people gave to me about a year ago..and suddenly I feel like I was at that time and place again. In the plane, tears in my eyes, reading everything that those amazing people wrote for me.
Hard to believe that a year has gone by since that day..
Hard to believe that day is going to come again in a few more days..14 to be exact..
And I just have one thing to say...
1. I'm sorry..
I'm sorry if I didn't get to spend enough time with you guys
I'm sorry if it seemed like I didn't make enough time for you guys..
Okay..maybe I have 2 things to say...
2. I love you guys..
I know, I havent exactly been the best of friend like I should, or as around as I should be, I know that much. But I can tell you this much. I've been trying my very best to do so. And if it didnt seem to show refer to the first thing that I was saying.
Okay one more thing to say..
I am not that wise of a person but I know this much. Good friends dont come by very often. They dont seem to be scattered around and seem to exist everywhere you end up being at. And truth be told, I have never ever met anybody else as cool as you guys anywhere. Having said that, thats why I think you guys are damn special.

And for that reason, I will see to it that we stay friends until forever comes to an end :)

bye2....

GIRLS....I'M GOING BACK TO CYBER THIS THURSDAY!!!

Hmmmm... miss lipas,sorry coz i can't spend more time with u... and girls.. i think i miss u guys...kan best kalo kita smue blajar tmpt sama.... Hari tu i tgk drama sindarela tu..and the word that she said, really remind me about u guys..

Bermula dengan persahabatan, segelintir pula cuma sedar bila ia hilang,
semata mata untuk rasa dihargai.

Kita mmg bermula ngan persahabatan dan berharap trus kekal sbg sahabat. Jangan hanya teringat akan dia bila salah seorg dr kita tlh pergi..oucchhhh...sakitnyer hati jika aku dilupai..jgn biarkan ini terjdi..plsssss....... Hargai sesama kita selagi smuenya masih disitu, elok, molek dan tiada cacat celanya.... wahhhhh..terpuitis laa plak..hihiiih...

p/s: aku benci org2 di cyber itu..tp terpaksa redah utk capai cite-cita yg masih lagi terbuku.. jom mulakan hidup fake itu!!!! ayuhh!!!

~AneH teRHebaT~

some thoughts

ask yourself,
how much do you love your friends?
do they really matter?
okay, answer this...
why do you love them that much?
the common answers will be "you feel happy when you're with them, they understand and accept you, they're there when you need a shoulder to cry on" etc...
many people tend to have that effect on us, does that mean we love everyone?
for us, possible...
BUT...
people come, people go.. and they forget...
that is why some people means a lot to us but to them, we're just as important as the person next to them, that's it.
which leads to best of friends end up being 'just someone i know back then'.
if you believe that a person means the world to you, make some effort and show them how you feel.
tolong lah, tak perlu ego sangat (this is meant for me),
this way, hopefully the friends you don't want to lose, will remain.....

we have to change to fit in,
we have to fit in to be accepted,
we have to accept to be liked,
we have to like to be loved,
we have to love to be happy,
we have to be happy to enjoy life.

lets enjoy life!

-hidup.hectic

can i ask you something...?

"dalam hidup cinta boleh datang dan pergi,
ketawa kerananya, senyum kerananya, menangis semahunya, sakit..
bermula dengan persahabatan..
segelintir pula cuma sedar bila ia hilang..
semata-mata untuk rasa dihargai..
ada yang percaya cintanya untuk selamanya.
for some of us, finally they realise,
that life, is not a fairytale,
we need to start over..
demi sebuah impian, tak salah untuk kita berkorban,
bila mana hati kita rapuh menghadapi realiti,
nangis.. nangis semahunya, tapi jangan biarkan hati kita terus rebah,
sejauh mana kita kenal hati budi seseorang,
kita tetap tak boleh buat penilaian,
in life we have to learn to let go,
and keep on moving,
the more you wait,
the more time you waste,
bermula dengan hati, angan, dan mimpi,
sebesar manapun kedudukan kita,
segagah prinsip mampu goyah,
because of love.
because we're human beings.
mudah lemas bila cintanya lemah.
kita harus kuatkan hati,
percaya naluri, just admit it!
lafazkan,cintaku mahukan dia.
as for me, hanya tuhan yang tahu bagaimana penghujung hidup saya,
tapi saya tahu, apa permulaan cinta .
terpulang pada kita, untuk buat pilihan.
whether we win or lose. and i chose to win."

p/s : something nice to read =)
-hidup.hectic

where's everyone?

hello !!!!
sume orang busy ke?
takde updated story pon....
..........

kakyong

hello!

hey people! girls. come on, we still have each other tho we're quite far apart. tapi friendship ni masih kuat and semua sentiasa sedia nak bantu yg lain bukan? jadinya, jgnlah kita berduka lara sgt. memang lives that we have to face arent that easy but life isnt always a bed of roses. happiness tu ada, kita kena cari. u guys, korang sedih2 buat ku sedih juga. jgn lah mcm ni okay?
senyum pls semua orang!!!!!!!


happiness found me,
-hidup.hectic

Farewell

Its been a long time i didnt post. Well i really miss you guys! A LOT! sangat! I really miss the time that we spent together. Have a nice breakfast together. And now its about t.i.m.e! Yes Miss Lipas, i wish i could stop time too. This doesnt really show that our friendship will far apart OK. So,


HAPPY STUDYING LADIES! Lets get back to our FAKE life.

Goodbye Beautiful Life,
Goodbye Family,
Goodbye Friends,
Goodbye Home Sweet Home,
Goodbye The smell of the town,
And Welcome 'Fake Life'
But most of all, Welcome Back BOOKS!

Oh ya,i have a song that i want to dedicate to you, Ladies : p/s:guitar kat bcground ti saje bgi sedap! korg jgn gelak eh!hahahahaha burok gile. saje je nak nyanyi, nmpk sweet. hahahaahah


boomp3.com

So long, Farewell, To you My Friend,
Goodbye For now,
Until we meet again.
Its been great, to play and sing together,
In the Box
And now its time to say Goodbye,
FFooooooHHHH ~
So long, Farewell, To you My friend,
Goodbye For now
Until We meet again,

k a k y o n g

Everybody is so poetic these days..Hahaha
Well I guess I should join the club..
I'm having one of those days where I just sit in my room and dread that day when I have to pack up and leave again..Well actually I've been doing that since day two..day one I was still dumbfounded that I was actually home..But you know, being back wouldn't have been half as sweet and this fun and joyful if it weren't for you guys..I honestly don't know what did I ever do to deserve you guys but whatever it is I am thankful that I do have you guys..so I'm gonna try my very hardest to never ever lose you guys..
A few more weeks to go..sigh..wish I could stop the time

A boy mystery

can boys get any stupider?
or more fagger?

y are they such a mystery..
i mean..
not like its a genius mystery..

a stupid one.
they all act dumb when there are guilty.
those stupid puppy dog eyes..

and us women?
well we tend to fall for it!

wtf?
can anybody beat us women?
boys are effing dutch bag..
well of coz not all.. but most of them are.

i tot i hav found a perfect one..
but nooo.. it seems everyday is an epic battle.

im tired..
wish u guys are here..
i hate my university some more..

in lots of pain,
-Queen Bee-

Tale About Lie

One and Two, Buckle My Shoe,
Wish I can kick that 'F'angaroo.

Three and Four, Shut the door,
Hope 'F'angaroo can touch the floor.

Five and Six, Pick up stick,
Terrible I felt when all i can tell 'F'angaroo the lie about split.

Seven and Eight, Lay them straight,
Do I sound like Im the one who's fake?

Nine and Ten, A BIG FAT chicken,
And all Im asking is A BIG space, you 'F'angaroo's freak.


Is it wrong for me to tell the LIE and keeping the truth which might hurt because 'the truth hurt'. I cant do this anymore. Im so screwed~


k a k y o n g

i'm back!!!!

kamuk2!! yO!~ si gG besar kembali online! wee**~ btw, sy n my frens perasmi dok kOlej ni...xde org lgsg! sunyi gler!! bagaikan di dlm prison break coz kunci blk xkuar2...pg2 dgr sware laki tgh wat kejer dlm blok!aiyak...nk mandi pun susah...ape lg tdO r~heheh..

chipsmOre!!! miss lipas!!! welcOme!!urm, nickname yG seswai~ si gG besar sker!!heheh...btw, chipsmore...si gG besar pun xreti blOg memblOg ni...kak yOng! queen beE!! camne nak edit2 ek??huhuh...nway,sOry la chipsmOre gaL xdpt nk g ur bbQ coz da blk utm da...ade program jualan mase hari pendaftaran bdak baru nnt...yG best tu bley cuci2 mate anak2 ikan!ahakZ!~ x) ruginya xdpt bersama2 kamu semua da...sOb2~

u knoe wut wahai gadis2 ku...hOt story!! td ptg g dobi anta beg miss siXty n si kucin machO g cuci2...pastu ade abg dObi ni yg layan...bermula la detik2 berknalan..huahuahua~~die kate cm bosan r...dObi tu family's business...so, die slalu jg sorg2...n slalu gak die g utm..pastu die kate die wat part tyme cam handle wat trip plancongan 4 student..staf utm...g s'pore..langkawi dll! die cter2 r psl s'pore! n then die kate if wat trip nnt die msg kte r...n btw, kte bg my number kat die..ye r..4 dobi rite~ pastu b4 kte nk blah die tnya blk pkol bape?kalo ptg,bley die anta kan coz ader keter~ waahh!!~ apakah?? tp kte tolak...n then tetiba2 ade org msg tnya tgh watpe..ni amirul...kte rply huh??die ckp bdak dObi td...waah!!~br 2 ari blk utm..heheh...btw,he's 21 je...i tot 23-24...kinda chubby,whitey,cute...-the end-


p/s : korang!!! my fOn ade problem!! korg call tp x akan dgr sware manis ku ini! ntah pesal~huhu..jd juz boleyh sms je....nnt ayah figure out nk wat ape...dlmhati (fon br!!yesh2!!~ wee**~ si bdak ilang fOn,jGn jelez~~ngeh...=P)

BBQ at my House....

Gals,

anda di jemput hadir ke bbq rmh saye

• dkt P4
• kul 8pm onwards...
• 29th jun..(sunday ni)

plsss dtg....itu ari x dpt hang dgn korg...

so saye bwt bbq utk korg b4 smue blk campus...

plss make ur time free....

p/s: bdk amerika wjb dtg....

xoxoxoxo

cHipsmoRE......

SORRY.......

GALS....
i wanna say sorry 2 u all...
i didnt go 2 dat surprise party...
im rewly2 sorry syg2...
especially 2 bdk amerika...
sorry sgt2...


i juz want u gals 2 noe dat i feel so sad n at d same time rase seberslh....
sbb kt dah plan same2...
tp end up saye xlh dtg...
:_(

hopE yoU GALS can 4give me....

syg korg sgt2....!

cHipsMoRe.....

Hello people!!!
Yes last friday and saturday..was A.W.E.S.O.M.E..
Cant believe korang semua sangat baik hati untuk buat untuk budak amerika syarikat..whom truth be told..i seriously dont see why everybody is fussing about her so much..
Been a damn long time since gelak sampai sakit perut and nangis camtu..in fact suara pun hilang..hahahahah
Yeah..dah lama hidup dalam dunia ni..and I realize..u guys are my true friends :)
Only true friends would do something so great for that no good budak amerika syarikat..ahahaha

Miss Lipas

friendship sehingga akhir nafas, boleyh?

Perempuan Perempuan ku~ i really had fun SUPERFUN! (except for miera, she spoiled the day but its ok i'd still love her and our friendship from the bottom of my heart) cam tak caye our friendship macam ni tho were all grown up now. Dan I HOPE this friendship will last sehingga kami semua ade :

1) suami
2) anak anak
3) cucu cucu
4) makcik makcik dan sebagainya la kan
5) dan sehingga kehidupan di syurga. AMINN

Kite tak caye kite still ade korang and korang sangat kite ok. Frankly, kite memang da takde kawan lain except 'my girls' . Ini betol betol punye statement bukan cobaan. My college mate sgt lain ngan korang, dorang tak bleyh masuk ngan kite mcm korg, mereka sangat tak sengal macam korg semua dan untuk pengetahuan the girls sekalian, kite sangat FAKE ok bile lepak ngan my college mate. Dan sangat fake bile balik college. The nite yang kite lepak kat mamak tu was memorable ok. tho im the most irritating person cz im the only one who felt sleepy and want to spent the nite with dreams. bla la. ngade ngade we all laugh n gossip n laugh n reminiscing our old days at skewl ant then laugh LAUGH laugh LAUGH sampai nanges nanges. Kat college kite takkan gelak macam tu ok, cz bile kite gelak till the top of my lungs nnti org sekeliling akan pandang serong iaitu sehingga 90 darjah ok. Then bile lepak ngan korg then i realize korg dan kite meng gelak kan diri sehingga air mata meng kalir kalir ok. Korg are my TRUE FRENS. I can feel that even when Im down i can share my tears with all of you. Promise me we all stay in this 'lane' FOREVER EVER sebab kite da takde kawan lain da~~~ plz please please plz =,(

*nak blog lagi but its raining, so i'll stop here*


I LOVE U MY GIRLS AND I REALLY DO , I DONT WANT TO LOSE ALL MY GIRLS AND I'LL STAY WITH YOU(S) ALL FOREVER AND FOREVER WILL BE IN MY HEART. (KHAI PON KALAH OK NGAN KORG. HAHAHA)

lots of love, XOXO


k a k y o n g