Sunday, April 18, 2010

Tell me who he is

So today I succumbed to peer pressure and added somebody I didn't know on Facebook.

Who on earth is Wan Mohd Farish?

Somebody tell me please.

HAHA

Friday, April 9, 2010

Same sadness are painful to bear even more painful to talk about.
I know some out there are screaming and kick just to stay up,
So, here is my tips whenever im down and refuse to share my story, (because i just refuse too)

- I make warm tea and load it with sugar. *break that rule when you r down*
- went for a run just as the sun is setting. *you'll be amazed on how pretty the world is in yellowish and orangey color*
- stayed under the shower as long as i want. *cold shower ease the fire within*
- sat under the stars and pitch black sky. * another wonderful thing we just take for granted*
- eat butterscotch bread with milk. * wonders in my mouth*
- sleep in the dark, fan blasted to the fullest. * this always do the trick *

I dunno whether this would help any of you, but it definitely help me through my hardship. forever sickness, heartbroken, and abandonment.

but you need to have this positive thinking in your mind. " Tomorrow is a new day" but do live day by day to it fullest, exhaust it.
Laugh, cry, jump, fall, scream, run, dance, drink, eat. Do all. Make sure you are tired in the end of the day.

love you,

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Let's take a walk with me in this filthy world.
Tainted with hatred and ignorance
Filthed with hypocrisy and pretentious

It is easier to give up than fight
It is easier to take that plunge and abandon the ship
Drifted in the darkness
Dwell in sadness and self pity

But then again that what mortal would do,
we are no mortal,
so we shall seek in that wonders that naked eyes couldn't see
and believe in higher power that is Mighty Fair and Mighty Powerful,
none given to us without a battle or a war so that this immortal hearts of ours
would know,
happiness is worth fighting for.

even that glimpse of happiness is worth a battle of a lifetime.


Death is blessing. It is not the end but a step closer to mighty Allah.
Al-Fatihah.

Monday, April 5, 2010

sob :'(

Zqa, eG, intan, and budak SKTM1, ini budak sekolah kita :( I feel so sad when i get to know this. Baru dapat tahu but it happened about a month ago. Sedih sangat that it brought tears to my eyes. Semoga roh kedua-dua arwah dicucuri rahmat.
*copied from my blog*

Do you know when you'll be gone? How much time you have left? How you'll die? I just found out that a dear friend, had passed away. He was involved in an accident. Innalillah.

He was a classmate when I was in standard 5, sat beside me in class. After primary school, we didn't attend the same high school but I met him on facebook and we chatted for a bit. But I've stopped sending him wall messages and he has stopped replying. This was long ago, about a year or so. That day I saw him on my friends' list and had the urge to say 'Hi' but didn't. And 10 minutes ago, I found out that he's gone forever. I regret my actions, or the actions that I did not take. He was indeed a good friend. A naughty boy back then. Every new wall messages that he has on his facebook came from those people who miss his presence. He must have been a great person, which I didn't get to know too well about.

http://ondscene.blogspot.com/2010/02/ibu-dan-ayah-maut-anak-kritikal-lori.html
Astaghfirullahalazim.

Azri Hazim(1988-2010). Al-Fatihah.

Never take friends for granted. Never take anything for granted. While we're all still healthy and happy, I want you people to know that I'm very blessed to have you in my life. Alhamdulillah. Sayang korang!

Sunday, April 4, 2010

help!!!!

Semua orang busy. Saya pun busy. Busy nak mati macam hampir mati. Stress menggunung. Kerja tak siap-siap. ARGHHHHHH!!! Tolong girls! I need guidance!