CONTACT LIST

I think its best if you guys list down ur phone number so that in the event that I wanna call you guys..I can..
My phone samsung yang dibangga2kan telah mati..sigh so yeah gimme ur phone numbers :)

Love,
Miss Lipas

changes we don't like it we fear it but we can't stop it from coming we either adapt to changes or we get left behind it hurts to grow anybody who tell you it doesn't they're lying.... and sometimes..changes is good sometimes changes is..everything...

-bHh-

FROWN..GONE

Hahaha..
guess I kinda blew my cover..dont know what tipped you off though..but serious..happy giler L...ahahahaha..
Sigh..thanks..I totally needed to hear that..I mean, I didnt really know that I did..but for some reason after reading that post..i feel a WHOLE lot better..
I love you guys..and thats that!

-Miss Lipas-

hello world!

yes L, thats right! the point of writing here is to share with each other and confuse the world about our identity but now it seems that w're confusing each other and im not sure if the world even cares. boohoo. =P

anyway, here are some updates on mua.

1. im currently on holiday. the semester just ended and i think i didnt do good this semester. serve me right for not preparing myself. main saja, lepastu dah menyesal. ok, habis.

2. is very much in love with the boyfriend. sometimes it feels like a dream. =P

3. has a married brother. he got married last weekend. the majlis bersanding lambat lagi (feb or march next year kot?) and all of you gadis are invited. i'll spill the details later since things have yet to be cleared even between us families.

4. feel sad on behalf of 'yang semakin lost' for feeling what she felt. im so sorry. seriously, tak sedar pun ada yang sedih semasa kita bergembira haritu. everyone was smiling and laughing. maaf kamu. =(

5. sedikit tertekan for the girls yang mengalami pelbagai dugaan. girls, life is full of bumps. you'll never know when you're going to trip on one of them. i think i've tripped dalam setiap 1 dari 3 halangan yang came smacking on my face. yes, there are bruises and scars but those are the things that make us stronger and more matured. we learn more when we fall compared to when things fall on its place. because on my opinion, when things we want come with ease, they will be easily forgotten. and please remember, there are others who suffer more than what we have to go through.

6. has started playing guitar after taking quite a long break. tak reti tune guitar so tak boleh nak main. kesian kan? btw, kak yong, lets form a band HAHAHA! 8P

7. is actually wondering 'L' who? sorry L, serious tak dapat teka.

8. says syabas to siapa yang tukar background. rajin sungguh kamu. =D

erm, what more? i think those are all for now. take care my girls.

lots of love,

h.h

Smiley smiley , turn those frowns upside down

It seems like everybody stop putting down their initial. Well, kamon people,how am i suppose to know who write what?
Coz then, there's no point of sharing right?

If no one wanna put their initials down, then i will do something about it. Dont temp me people, i will!

haha, on lighter notes.
I know what r u feeling INTAN, see, im starting doing something about it already. :D
I hope u are ok, im sorry i been off lately because... tadaaaaa!!!! I went to penang!
For holidays with 3 of my closest friend.*since everyone like bragging they have other friends i want too*

I was the most fun i have since i start this sem. Coz im exhausted with this sem. Yes, i have few fren in fact so few i can count them with just one hand. But, this 3 are amazing and i wud love to travel more with them. We stay at budget guest house beside the beach and lay on the beach until sunset. it was amazing. i feel at peace and ready to take on the world. yeahhh come on shit head gimme what u got!!!

ok im soo off topic. again intan sayang. i know u must feel tons on stress, i wait for u to be online ok? we chat. or u can always call. i can too but my phone been barred . :)

Keep ur heads up people because you guys dunt need to rely on "gadis" to make u feel better. its u. but it always help to have little angel by ur ym 24hours for ur whinning. thanx intan. now im ready for urs. im aaaallllll oppeennnn baaayyy beeeehhh.

Dunt u all just feeling a tad happy with my happy blog? come on, tell me the truth, i know u doooo.. *clown face*


i love u all. God bless

sumpah rasa macam miss world tengah bertanding, gila happy entry ni. haha

my new initial.

- L -

Siapa Saya

Wow, agak sudah berkurun saya tidak baca blog ini, nmpaknye saya ketinggalan sedikit.

PERTAMA : kak yong berasa bangga kerana dapat menyatukan rakan2 pada hari raya hari itu, tp malangnya saya tidak dapat selalu join kamu semua sehingga tali perut tercabut kerana HEHEHEHEHE (tersipu). Terima kasih tak terhingga kerana kamu semua dapat menghadirkan diri (sedapkan kerepek lada hitam tu?hihi)

KEDUA : Saya hanya boleh bersuara sebulat di blog ini, kerana saya percaya bahawa kawan-kawan sebenar saya shj yang tahu dan memahami diri saya yang sebenar, bukan orang2 yang berada di sekeliling saya sekarang, mereka KOLOT!

Kawan2, saya belum bersedia menjadi diri saya yang kamu semua sudah biasa. Saya mahu berhenti menjadi seperti itu, kerana saya sedar, itu bukan saya. Saya mahu menjadi diri saya yang sebenar! (Muka celaru)

saya memang celaru

LETME SPEAK

BEEN one hell of a week for me..In fact one hell of a semester too..
I'm not talking just about school..Although that too has been a pain in the neck..
I don't know is it that I've been slacking off/allowing myself to relax a bit..?
But anyways, yeah, this semester has a lot going on..
It aint boring..yeah I'll give you that but it sure as hell is tiring to keep having to just face it and trying to please everyone but at the same time not wanting to be treated like a doormat..
SO many conflicts..
I go to class and I have stupid tiny fights with the lovely boyfriend..
I come back to my apartment and there's conflict there too..
I call back home and there's conflict there too..

I dont know why but I have so many things that I consider to be problems:

Prob 1: Thanksgiving break..
I want to go to Michigan so that I could see my best friend whom I have not seen for a very long time..and at first everything was settled..a whole group of girls are going so Im just gonna hitch a ride with them..
But then one of them cannot go, and now the whole plan is hanging..I could still go with either 1)my boyfriend 2)my girlie like friend who's a boy.. 3)This one is a bit complicated.. URGH
Going with the bf would be cool..but then where is he gonna sleep? and there's like this tension going on between him and my other best friend that wud be coming along.. and if I choose to go with choice number 2, my other best friend might be uncomfortable with the people in that car..and choice number 3 is complicated..the other best friend knows and has this new best friend who could give us a ride..but if she were going with that guy..i wudnt wanna go with her..so I was thinking if SHE wanted to go with him 1st..I could go with my bf..and Id have to worry about where he'd be sleeping but that can be figured out.. I think..

Problem 2: Work
It's kinda taking a toll on my life..Well not that much..but I dont know, the long hours is starting to get me..Just in a way that I miss my housemates and friends and my boyfriend when I go to work..and you know how much I HATE being left out of things..but i need the job..cuz going back this summer is the most important thing EVER..

Problem 3: Flight back home
It is DAMN expensive and i am DAMN broke..stupid flight ticket..Im saving money but at the same time Im still kinda stressed out!!

Problem 4: Apartment Drama
This tension between best friends/drifting apart best friends/housemates is getting to me..At times I'm annoyed..times im hurt..times Im angry..times I just want things to be better..Times I just want her to be who she was..or who I thought she was..U know being ditched is the worst feeling ever..sigh

Problem 5: Problem at HOME SWEET HOME
Too personal to be explained here..

Problem 6: I MISS MY HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS AKA MY REAL BEST FRIENDS

Am I making these problems up? You know what dont answer that..

gloomy day

yesterday:

raining...
i have the most awful test ever!damn that test!
i've arranged a post-moterm for the committee of our annual dinner that evening.
at first everybody were having fun, eating at pizza hut n laughing.reaching the end, the session became my worst nigthmare.our program director was angry and annoyed at 1 of the committee member then he started to yell n maki2 rakus.everybody was shocked.the worst part is he partly blamed me because i arranged that session "sambil lewa".ok fine maybe i did.everybody was so damn busy with tests n presentation.whatever la.the point is...our happy makan2 bergelak ketawa hebat moments was over.haih..

today:

raining
i feel quite alone today.early in the morning went to dancing practice.right now i'm missing my friends n family.i'm having my finals in 2 weeks time.gosh!sumpah takut gile.and i really am missing this one person a lot.right now he's on the way to venezuela.man..another 7 months til he's back in malaysia.i really2 miss him =(

tomorrow:

raining...i guess...
i'll be having my dancing test.wish me luck!
then i'll be going to nabel's house with shameera and abry.
looking forward to that actually =)
then i'll just continue on with my life as a full time nerd...
kinda used to it already.darn..
hahaha..

i miss u people a lot =)

til then.....

Hari Raya

"Hari raya semua bagai nak gila!"

lamina lucida

Reaction Post

Since you guys are know making a specific blog post as comments to another blog post guess I should join the trend..ahaha..
Anyhow this is MY take on the Hari Raya Suram post..
When I first read it, I felt sucky..for her..
I mean its RAYA...
Some may think, how could she feel like this on raya??
But it happens. It happened to me. It happened to her. It could happen to anybody. It's weird but very once in a while something like this happens to all of us..that feeling of loneliness..of being there but not really there..of being there but not IN there..You laugh..but inside there's this feeling tugging in within your soul..
It's no one's fault..I mean, there is nothing wrong with the place. nothing wrong with the time, nothing wrong with the company, and there is no wrong in that person feeling that way..
We all have our moments, our downfalls. And here's the thing, we don't get to choose where or when or with who that happens..

Sometimes we feel the way we feel just because we feel that way..
Some people may not be able to comprehend that..and most of the time people don't..

But fear not my kawan "yang semakin lost"..
IM here for you..
If you're feeling SHITTY..I WILL CHEER you up..
If you're feeling CRAPPY.. I WILL UNCRAPPY-NIZE you..
And if you're feeling LONELY..just think of me and know that you'll never be truly lonely because I will always be there for you

Begitu lah Raya

hello to all my favourite girls =)

1st of all i wanna wish u guys Selamat Hari Raya!!!
ingin diri ku yg serba tidak sempurna ini memohon maaf ats semua kesilapan dan kekurangan..
rasa sungguh seronok dapat berjumpa kalian semua di rumah kak yong hari tu..
mungkin diri ku terlalu seronok sehingga terabaikan seorang rakan.kepada 'yang semakin lost'..maafkan diri ku..sesungguhnya tidak ku sedari yg kamu berasa begitu..mungkin perasaan gamat dan kecoh pada masa itu membuat ku lupa diri..

sesungguhnya, ini lah yang paling kita semua takuti,perasaan tak fit in lagi bersama rakan yang sudah lama kita kenali.diriku tidak mahu sesiapa antara kita merasakan begitu.berkenaan jurusan dan berbincang mengenai perkara intelektual.mungkin benar bak kata penulis post sebelum ini,semua hanya ingin menceritakan perihal diri masing2 lagipun x silap haritu kita banyak mengarut dan gelak sampai terbukak baju kebaya seseorang tu (ehem2) lagipun mungkin ini juga salah kami kerana jarang mengepost berita diri di blog dan mengakibatkan ada segelintir pihak yang tak tahu sape boyfriend sape.sape bestfriend sape. di harap pada perjumpaan kita di kemudian hari tiada lagi perasaan ini. diriku percaya yang semua orang sayang dan tak berniat nak menimbulkan perasaan seperti itu kepada "yang semakin lost" . kami sayaaaaaang kamu =)

minggu depan diri ku bakal menghadapi 6 test oleh itu WISH ME LUCK!!!
takut feat nervous yang melampau.btw, semalam merupakan dinner bagi course diri ku. bagi yg tidak mengetahui nya diri ku merupakan asst program director. macam nak gila handle dinner rupanya.cissss.tapi syukur alhamdulillah kerana dinner semalam berjalan lancar.yang menariknya diri ku di nobat kan sebagai QUEEN OF THE NIGHT!!!*tepukan gemuruh*
sungguh tak di sangka.akan ku upload kan gambar di myspace buat tatapan kamu semua yea =)

sampai sini sahaja lah bebelan ku.bila ada masa terluang akan ku luangkan untuk membebel lebih rakus.kamu semua..Good luck!dah nak final.that means cuti pun dekat.maksudnya..masa untuk kita berjumpa lagi pun dekat...
sayang korg semua =)

-bHh-

"Raya Sebenar Raya"

salam,
to 'yg semakin lost'

jgn la ckp cm2 coz xde sorng pon di kalangan kami yg rse cm2. sme org ari 2 cm beraye rakus sambil makan berkali-kali ganda diselangi gelak tawa yang membuatkan usus berputar 360 darjah ala roda impian.

mengapa perlu mempertikaikan perbezaan jurusan masing2 sedangkan setiap individu patut berbangga dengan jurusan yang diambil tidak kira apa jua yang diambilnya. setiap jurusan mempunyai keistimewaan masing2 dan kita patut bersyukur kerana kita pakar dalam bidang yang kita ambil yakni hanya kita yang mampu membuatnya. maka setiap orang mempunyai keistimewaan dalam setiap bidang yang diceburi kerana dia sahaja yang mempunyai kemampuan dalam bidang itu.
"TO CLIMB STEEP HILL REQUIRES A SLOW PACE AT FIRST"
- William Shakespeare

bercerita tentang masa depan, setiap orang mampu merancang masa depan sendiri dan ape yang mahu dikecapinya kelak tidak kira apa sekali jurusan yang kita ambil. 'kita yang merancang masa depan bukan masa depan yang merancang kita'. tidak semestinya orang yang mengambil jurusan yang hebat mempunyai masa depan yang hebat kerana ini semua bergantung pada apa yang kita usahakan sekarang.manusia merancang Allah SWT menentukan. jika 1)kita tahu apa yang sedang kita lakukan sekarang, 2)usahakan apa yang kita pelajari dan 3)tahu matlamat hidup, insyaAllah kita akan berjaya dan sebaliknya. "PERANCANGAN HARI INI MENJADI PENENTU MASA DEPAN"


isu gadis2 membincangkan topik jurusan masing2 dan perkara lain yang orang lain tidak ketahui tidak pernah timbul kerana pada hati bersejarah itu semuanya berborak tentang raya dan benda2 yang ntah ape kejadahnye dan semua orang pon obscene!. contohnya:
makan sambil borak dengan kadar yang hebat sambil makanan tersembur-sembur...
berebut-rebut kek cawan yang berwarna-warni ala pelangi...
membuat aksi2 yang sangat peluh besar.Teng!...
bergelak sambil bantai2 orang sebelah...
makan kerepek kentang lada hitam sebanyak beberapa balang...
mengambil gambar sambil posing 'mangga'...
dan yang seangkatan dengannye
"CHARACTER IS HIGHER THAN INTELLECT. A GREAT SOUL WIL BE STRONG TO LIVE AS WELL AS STRONG TO THINK"
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

mungkin ada beberapa topik yang diceritakan pada masa itu iaitu mengenai jurusan masing2 agak berbeza dengan jurusan orang lain, namun itu adalah hanya perkongsian maklumat sahaja dan tidak ada maksud lain.
"THE ESSENTIAL THING IS NOT KNOWLEDGE BUT CHARACTER"
- Joseph Le Conte

maka, jika tersalah bahasa, terguris, terasa, maaf dipinta. setiap manusia mempunyai kekurangan dan kelebihan masing2.sekejap di atas sekejap di bawah.
"A PERSON WHO NEVER MADE A MISTAKE NEVER TRIES ANYTHING NEW"
- Albert Einstein

akhir sekali, berbalas kepada "Hari Raya Suram", renungkanlah,
"Raya Sebenar Raya":
sebuah hadith Nabi yang diriwayatkan oleh Anas bin Malik, berkaitan dengan konsep 'hari raya' yang lebih luas. menurutnya, Nabi Muhammad SAW bersabda hari raya yang sebenarnya bagi orang beriman itu ada pada 5 keadaan :-
i)setiap hari ia berjalan dan bertemu seorang yang beriman serta ia tidak melkukan sebarang dosa, itu adalah hari raya baginya
ii)hari keluarnya dari dunia dengan panuh keimanan dari tipu daya syaitan
iii)hari menyeberang Siratl Mustakim dan terselamatdari bencana jatuh ke dalam api neraka
iv)hari kita masuk syurga dengan selamat dan lepas dari api neraka
v)hari iamenatap wajah Allah Ta'ala

kapada ahli2 BETA, love you always
"CLOSEE FRIEND LOVES YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE NOT WHAT THEY WANT YOU TO BE"
- Ted Rall

Hari Raya Suram

It been a rocking raya.

Hello semua,
Terima kasih for the gathering at Kak yong's house. It's always great to see you guys and chat.
Maaf lah sebab pulang awal. The feeling out of place creeps through my veins as i look around.
Terasa seperti fish out of water. Tak tahu fit in dimana. Satu benda pun tak paham apa yang di borak kan. terasa diri dah asing dari sekalian.
Lebih-lebih lagi dari dulu terasa bodoh kerana mengambil jurusan yang tak setanding kalian semua.
Atas dasar panic, ku pulang dulu sebelum kalian mula bercakap pasal study dan masa depan or apa2 yang bijak pandai. ku sedar bahawa ku sorang saja yang mengambil jurusan yang tak pro. Dan ku juga tak mampu hold a conversation. dan ku juga yang paling lucah dan obscene.

Jadi kalian maaf kan lah ku untuk tidak stay lama.
Rasa tak fit in dan lost dikalangan kamu semua.
Rasa rendah diri dan malu kerana tak tahu satu benda pun pasal kehidupan kalian sekarang.
Siapa boyfriend sapa, sapa best friend , siapa K tau H atau bubu, atau kuku, kahwin tunang, suma ku tak tahu.
Kalian suma seperti sudah paired up.

Maaf sekali lagi.

selamat hari raya.

-Yang sudah semakin lost-

gathering di Hari Raya

Gadis sekalian, tiba masa kita berkumpul pada Hari Raya yang mulia ini

Hari : Sabtu

Tempat : Rumah saya. Tau kan kat mane, if taktau kamu bukan gadisku. haha. kidding

Masa: Lunch onwards. faham tak pkol brape?

Pakaian: Baju raya

Gadis2 diwajibkan hadir! Wajib ye. kecuali miss lipas!
miss lipas cant get any closer to u, rase cm nak pinjam je pintu doremon. Hehe

k a k y o n g