Miss lipas is in the states

Hello!!!!!!
Thank god to write a blog you don't need your voice..
Because the lipas dah hilang suara..ahahaha..
Too much crying and not enough water can do that to you..
Sigh..I swear I miss you guys already..
Its weird I somehow feel like this is a different life..
Maybe because I aint that person that I was when I was with you guys..
Maybe because I aint myself anymore now that Im here..
So many people to act polite to..
Not enough people that I can be honest to..
Im already counting the days when Id be back with you guys..

Thanks so much to those who sent me off..
I kinda just fell apart when the family left..
Couldnt have been able to pull it all together without you guys there..
THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH..

-Miss Lipas-
p/s : whats with the demerits????..AHAHHAA

pieces that fit

Walau jauh dimata, tapi di hati tak pernah meninggalkan, walau sedikit (sungguhpun ia sebesar kuman) kealpaan terhadap rakan-rakan terchenta. Miss Lipas mmg tepat dan jitu, qualiti yang patut dinilai, bukan quantiti. Memang masa mencemburui kite semua. Walau sekejap, kita dapat bersama, tapi memori yang ada, takkan pernah dilupakan, gelak-tawa, duka, kegirangan, semua kita kongsi bersama. Diharap, rakan sekalian dapat "cherish" (bahasa melayu ape eh) our moment and tighten our friendship, (ha kan da english) sepadat-padat tanah yang dipadatkan dengan oksigen (apekah?)
Before we all go back to our "life", i would like to say a few things to all of you :-
1) Moment kat cendol sgt menggirangkan, sehingga saya menitiskan air mata, bergelak rakus dengan korg semua. Terima kasih tak terhingga kerana mengembalikan sinaran cahaya, yang bersilau-silau gitu. (gelak)

To watak utama (time kat Msia shj,sape lagi,Lipas):-
"Selamat kembali ke Amerika syarikat,semoga anda bergembira tanpa kami disisi,saya pasti akan merindui anda. Really thx for the friendship and appreciate it. Dont stop blogging eh."
To budak hilang hfon :-
"Thx so much for being a really good friend of mine, you deserve to have all of this,good life,cz ur include in a circle of kind people. Your the best thing that happen to me. And much much thx bcz ur always at my back and ur not tired of doing that. Seriously,I cant forget that ur phrase 'leyh zqa,ur like my kakak(err sape lagi tue) ' tu sgt sweet la. I luf u. And plz be strong yeah."
To QB (figure it out) :-
"Pada pendapat saya, saya perlu membaiki lagi hubungan kita(ni bukan percakapan gay ok) supaya menjadi lebih akrab gitu,mungkin masa tak mengizinkan,tapi saya nak kawan dgn kamu sehingga akhir nafas saya. Saya mmg sayang kamu."
To Gigi Besar :-
"Awak mmg terbaik, dan asli (apekah?). Teruskan kehidupan Gay awak tu (hahaha), sebab awak bukan gay asli pon.(hahaha). Sayang!"
To Hidup hectic :-
"Saya juga rase saya patot membaiki hubungan dengan anda,dan masa mmg mencemburui kita. Saya akan berusaha untuk buat tu semua, dan itu janji saya. Sayang."
To Lybido (abaikan maksudnya) :-
"Kamu juga terbaik, saya hargai persahabatan kita,kita mmg jarang berbincang hati ke hati, tapi saya pon nak cuba baiki tu,supaya kita lagi rapat.Kan.Sayang"
To mereka yang paling jarang dan susah untuk lepakkan diri kerana kehidupan d Cyber(tak termasuk QB):-
"Aneh, saya nak anda 'be strong',dan terima kenyataan bahawa 'people change' (walau pada dasarnya saya mmg tak dpat langsung nak terima kenyataan itu),itu adalah fasa kehidupan,dan saya pon rasa saya patot baiki hubungan dengan kamu supaya jadi lebih akrab. Budak baru dapat kereta putih,saya rindu lah kamu, marilah bercanda(erk?)
To chipsmore :-
"Saya juga perlu membaiki lagi hubungan bersama kamu supaya ada keakraban di situ. Sayang."

Terima kasih. Diharap kesilapan kat sini dpt diampunkan ye,kerna mungkin ada kesalahan teknikal.Sayang.

k a k y o n g

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Jabat tanganku, mungkin untuk yang terakhir kali
Kita berbincang tentang memori di masa itu
Peluk tubuhku usapkan juga air mataku
Kita terharu seakan tidak bertemu lagi

Bersenang-senanglah
Karna hari ini yang kan kita rindukan
Di hari nanti sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan
Bersenang-senanglah
Karna waktu ini yang 'kan kita banggakan di hari tua

Sampai jumpa kawanku
S'moga kita selalu
Menjadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan
Sampai jumpa kawanku
S'moga kita selalu
Menjadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan

Bersenang-senanglah
Kar'na hari ini yang 'kan kita rindukan
Di hari nanti...

Mungkin diriku masih ingin bersama kalian
Mungkin jiwaku masih haus sanjungan kalian

THIS IS THE LIPAS

I'm feeling rather nostalgic..today was great..yeah sure we didnt hang out that long,
but its all about QUALITY and NOT quantity..
I'm gonna miss this sense of belonging and easiness..
Because when I'm with you guys I know I can get away with anything like:

Makan cendol and then x bayar (pointing at lydia)
Gelak kuat2 macam giler ( pointing at myself and all of y'all)
Makan banyak ( pointing at myself and lydia...and eg)
"Liking" girls and "liking" both (pointing at eg and ziqah. I quote, "Dulu kan kite bisexual" (Ziqah, 5.40pm, Kedai cendol), "OOOOOoooh~, perempuan~" (Eg, 5.10pm, dalam kereta) )
Talking about hingus and flem and butts while there's food on the table ( pointing at Yana)
Talking about teeth (pointing at Ayin)
Gelak rakus sampai nak terjatuh kerusi (pointing at Ayin)


It doesnt matter..because I know you guys will still accept me no matter how much of a freak I am..
And that is real friendship..
To find happiness in this sea of freakiness

I would like to take this opportunity to thank all of y'all for making it today
I would like to thank EG for picking me up
I would like to thank Yana for driving me back and coming back for the weekend :)
I would like to thank JAJA for the cupcakes :)
And of course thank you to the Malaysian Education system sebab bagi cuti dekat budak2 UITM :)

Harap-harap you people aint too busy with school sampai x bukak this blog:
Ill get right to business.

i'm leaving HARI SELASA, AUGUST 19th..
Isnin will be the last day that Im at home..so feel free to drop by on that day..
No big plans just hang out and laugh our heads off and will probably order in some food..

Im really sad that im leaving.
Im at lost for words.

Sigh :(

OH! For those of you who are around on SATURDAY PETANG..marilah bersama sama bercendolan (that sounds awfully wrong)..ahaha..


*i dunno how you guys buat font color2*

so much for that..cis!

hey girlss =)

guess what..i confront my bestfriend..and he said he doesn't care if he hurt my feelings..
yeap2..and his expression..man..u don't even wanna know..

some of u might said stop taking crap from him anymore.but he's my bestfriend kot.
damn this complicated situation.but i think maybe he's not being himself like some of u said.and yeah let time tells everything.so i'll wait!!

other than that..tomorrow i have an interview for my lab report..takut sgt.hopefully everything will b fine =S

miss u girls =)
and missing this special someone too =((

-bHh-

Cuba teka..

DAH GEMOKKKK!!!!



BABIIII!! BAABIII!!!!

yeah~ i'm here~

hallo guys~ sorry sgt2 la mmg agak senyap since blk utm ni...bkn ape, mmg nk dpt wifi kat blk mmg la sgt terslow!~ n ni pun kebtOlan laju plak wifi ni...huhu...sOry once again to all of u...agak terkezut+sedih biler bace u guys pnya post br2 ni~sgt la touchin'...tu pun kat lab mase class bi!xsempat nak reply...i tot da sem baru ni sumenya dpt start br but...not all of us dpt buat tu sume rite~ sume ade mslh masing2...me toO...nway, jGn la sedih2!!! nak cuti ni!! jOm berOnggeng wei!!! tp duit tarak la~ jOm lpak jln J!!heheh...

btw, im very2 sOrry to hidup.hectic coz lambat sgt2 wish bday kamu...nak ku salahkan hanphone br ni xwat alarm....xjgak~ coz septtnya ingat ur bufday!huhu...my fault~ sOrry once again....about 's' bkn nme sbnar tu...i still contact2 wif her...n pls la jgn salah pham~ korg xpham situation sbnar~ n xsangka bnde ni pun jd 'isu' ye~ salah ke if kwn ngan die?salah ke if rapat ngan die??i knoe d point are she is a GIRL n she is my new friend...rite??bkn nak ckp ape...bende yg menyatukan kte sume adalah sOfbol~begitu jgak dgn 's' bkn nme sbnar tu....n pls jgn ingat kte lupe kan kOrg sume~ NO! definately BKN! miss u guys~


dlm dilema,
-si gG besar-

earth is calling for si gigi besar

hi people. anyone heard any news from si gigi besar? she's been damn quiet. too busy with "s" bukan nama sbnr ke? biar betul budak sorg nih. u know the "s" yg di text sampai jam 4pagi tu.

worried,
-hidup.hectic

I'm sorry...

Hey Girls...

i'm sorry,i've been so quiet these few weeks..man i'm so freaking busy and not to mention stressed!!!!!!!

u people are wonderful, bila baca post korang cam boleh buat nanges tau =,(

its been a month i'm here and life didn't treat me that well..this semester everything sucks..i have tons of lab reports to submit..lecturers are giving me the hardest time with all their nonsense requirement and assignments..it's like everything is not enough for them...well, i'm trying my best and hopefully my hardwork would pay off...

as for social life..its harder..my bestfriend suddenly changed..he's been treating me like crap and makes me feel like crap most of the time..sedey gle!!! dulu,whenever i want to cry i can cry to him, he would comfort and help me out...
now, he just ignores me and gave me rude comments and stuff...
maybe its just me or he changed or he was just being emotional at that time..
plus i don't have anybody else here who understands me like he does..
why is he being like everybody else here...
crap....
hopefully things will get better in a few days...
he;s my bestfriend and i love him.. don't want to lose him for sure..
but life is unpredictable kan...

so u see girls..
i'm trying my hardest to live a happy life
to enjoy life to bits
but life keeps bringing me down
especially here...
whatever it is i l0ve u guys a lot
and even if i'm being quiet it doesn't mean u guys are forgotten..
i love you special wonderful people!
always and forever.
=,)

I miss you Girlfriends ='(

As Miss Lipas (i gez) wrote,
ask yourself,
how much do you love your friends? my answer would be, i totally love my friends(esp u guys) i cant afford to lose all of you,n you all that i have.Its like,between my 'encik unte' n my friends,i will choose my friends.
do they really matter?It does matter, even if its as tiny as micro!
okay, answer this...
why do you love them that much?my friends are the best thing that happened to me,i dont have anyone else,even when i grow up,i bet i cannot find 'the heart' like my friends.Oh yah,i quote from 'budak hilang handphone' when im with u guys, im ME!thats really true.I can only be ME,when im with u girls.Probably its because i've known my friends since high school and i totally appreciate this friendship.

Well,as you all know, people are getting weird day by day. I, myself didnt understand why people didnt even notice the ethics of LIFE! and I am surrounded with those environment. My college life is way too tough. I didnt enjoy my life so much as I have to fake everything including my smile. Its not that i cannot adapt with those 'things'. Its the people here, and thats what matter! Now, im starting to be quiet person, as I get less communication with those people. Naahh, they're just too dangerous to have a chat with. seriously! and they're extremely hypocrate! Seriously! Therefore, to live here, is to focus ONLY on my studies, and achieve what Im aim for. And thats it. I cant wait for the next holiday so I can be myself and chill with my girlfriends.

feeling extra extra sad,
k a k y o n g

So I was sitting around in my room last night..listening to John Mayer songs...I was cleaning up my room and for the umpteenth time I look back at that pink notebook with a big heart drawn on it, that some amazing people gave to me about a year ago..and suddenly I feel like I was at that time and place again. In the plane, tears in my eyes, reading everything that those amazing people wrote for me.
Hard to believe that a year has gone by since that day..
Hard to believe that day is going to come again in a few more days..14 to be exact..
And I just have one thing to say...
1. I'm sorry..
I'm sorry if I didn't get to spend enough time with you guys
I'm sorry if it seemed like I didn't make enough time for you guys..
Okay..maybe I have 2 things to say...
2. I love you guys..
I know, I havent exactly been the best of friend like I should, or as around as I should be, I know that much. But I can tell you this much. I've been trying my very best to do so. And if it didnt seem to show refer to the first thing that I was saying.
Okay one more thing to say..
I am not that wise of a person but I know this much. Good friends dont come by very often. They dont seem to be scattered around and seem to exist everywhere you end up being at. And truth be told, I have never ever met anybody else as cool as you guys anywhere. Having said that, thats why I think you guys are damn special.

And for that reason, I will see to it that we stay friends until forever comes to an end :)

bye2....

GIRLS....I'M GOING BACK TO CYBER THIS THURSDAY!!!

Hmmmm... miss lipas,sorry coz i can't spend more time with u... and girls.. i think i miss u guys...kan best kalo kita smue blajar tmpt sama.... Hari tu i tgk drama sindarela tu..and the word that she said, really remind me about u guys..

Bermula dengan persahabatan, segelintir pula cuma sedar bila ia hilang,
semata mata untuk rasa dihargai.

Kita mmg bermula ngan persahabatan dan berharap trus kekal sbg sahabat. Jangan hanya teringat akan dia bila salah seorg dr kita tlh pergi..oucchhhh...sakitnyer hati jika aku dilupai..jgn biarkan ini terjdi..plsssss....... Hargai sesama kita selagi smuenya masih disitu, elok, molek dan tiada cacat celanya.... wahhhhh..terpuitis laa plak..hihiiih...

p/s: aku benci org2 di cyber itu..tp terpaksa redah utk capai cite-cita yg masih lagi terbuku.. jom mulakan hidup fake itu!!!! ayuhh!!!

~AneH teRHebaT~

some thoughts

ask yourself,
how much do you love your friends?
do they really matter?
okay, answer this...
why do you love them that much?
the common answers will be "you feel happy when you're with them, they understand and accept you, they're there when you need a shoulder to cry on" etc...
many people tend to have that effect on us, does that mean we love everyone?
for us, possible...
BUT...
people come, people go.. and they forget...
that is why some people means a lot to us but to them, we're just as important as the person next to them, that's it.
which leads to best of friends end up being 'just someone i know back then'.
if you believe that a person means the world to you, make some effort and show them how you feel.
tolong lah, tak perlu ego sangat (this is meant for me),
this way, hopefully the friends you don't want to lose, will remain.....

we have to change to fit in,
we have to fit in to be accepted,
we have to accept to be liked,
we have to like to be loved,
we have to love to be happy,
we have to be happy to enjoy life.

lets enjoy life!

-hidup.hectic

can i ask you something...?

"dalam hidup cinta boleh datang dan pergi,
ketawa kerananya, senyum kerananya, menangis semahunya, sakit..
bermula dengan persahabatan..
segelintir pula cuma sedar bila ia hilang..
semata-mata untuk rasa dihargai..
ada yang percaya cintanya untuk selamanya.
for some of us, finally they realise,
that life, is not a fairytale,
we need to start over..
demi sebuah impian, tak salah untuk kita berkorban,
bila mana hati kita rapuh menghadapi realiti,
nangis.. nangis semahunya, tapi jangan biarkan hati kita terus rebah,
sejauh mana kita kenal hati budi seseorang,
kita tetap tak boleh buat penilaian,
in life we have to learn to let go,
and keep on moving,
the more you wait,
the more time you waste,
bermula dengan hati, angan, dan mimpi,
sebesar manapun kedudukan kita,
segagah prinsip mampu goyah,
because of love.
because we're human beings.
mudah lemas bila cintanya lemah.
kita harus kuatkan hati,
percaya naluri, just admit it!
lafazkan,cintaku mahukan dia.
as for me, hanya tuhan yang tahu bagaimana penghujung hidup saya,
tapi saya tahu, apa permulaan cinta .
terpulang pada kita, untuk buat pilihan.
whether we win or lose. and i chose to win."

p/s : something nice to read =)
-hidup.hectic